Feb 22, 2021
sometimes having to be a person is just, a lot
#i can't express how much i hate being a person sometimes#not existing#existing is fine#but like at the end of the day when you're done talking to people you can change into your terrible falling apart sweatpants#and not be a Person#you know#not exist to talk to or entertain or perform something for anyone?#the only time I'm actually me i feel like#when i don't have to Be anything#and then the other 80% of my day thats spent walking and talking and laughing at someone's stupid joke just bc it would be mean not to#just makes me so tired#god i wish it were socially acceptable to just go about my day in my off non person mode#but id be a Bitch and Unfriendly and those are cardinal sins in society#I'm tired ❤️