Jun 19, 2024
I'm scared to question my gender because then I'd have to accept that the identity I've been proud of and held onto for so long is no longer me. The one facet of who I am as an alter, as a person, that doesn't have a.. problematic history. The part of me that helped us realize we were trans. I was the big brother the ex host wish he had growing up.
I've been proud of who is am as a gay man for so long.
I caused so much pain in my past, but the part of me that meant something will "suddenly" be different, and that's terrifying..
-co-host/main protector
(note: I am aware that I do not have to change my sexuality or whatever and don't plan to, but the two have always been tied together and it's uncomfortable to think about it)