Okay, first of all, happy Pride Month to each and every one of you! We're still fuckin' here, bitches. Sooo... In the spirit of Pride, I have a... Thing to say. I think I'm nonbinary. But not totally. Is genderfluid nonbinary a thing? I dunno. Okay so let me explain. I'm okay with people calling me She/Her, but I don't like it ALL of the time. Sometimes I'd rather be called They/Them. But sometimes I'm They/Them leaning towards feminine, and other times I'm leaning more towards masculine. I actually wouldn't mind it if someone called me He/Him, it's just not preferred. I haven't told this to anybody, because I'm kinda afraid they'll think I'm taking it, or that it's a phase. Or, worse, I go around telling people, and it IS some phase. Ugh. But... It feels very right to call myself They/Them. Like, sometimes I just feel so out of touch with my female body and want to be something more masculine, or just nothing at all. Well, anyway, I'm gonna try out these pronouns on the internet before I come out with them, just to see if I truly identify with it. Though, one person that I know in real life follows this blog so, uh... Surprise? Anyway. Y'all can keep calling me Spooks, since that's a pretty gender literal name to begin with. But, officially, I think I'm going to start going by Kai on days I start to feel disphoric or... Whatever I'm feeling. I'm sorry this is damn long, but that's why I got this Tumblr in the first place. So, have a wonderful week, and an absolutely amaze-balls Pride! -Spooks/Kai
