Meta meme: confidence!
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Confidence is kind of fleeting for her, and depends a lot on the situation and amount of people who think one way about her. Her physical looks are no issue for her, she’s very confident in that aspect. But if someone puts her down intentionally it will take her a while to build back up.
She’s not too preoccupied with the way she looks vs how people think of her. Bad opinions about her intelligence or personality is what hurts her confidence the most. And people usually don’t have very high opinions of sex workers to begin with. So a lot of her self deprecating really just comes from her job and how it’s affected the way she’s been treated.













