#eydetik

[conziergearch]

THE PHELPS’ HOUSE,  6:22 PM.    @eydetik​.   seven minutes before christopher phelps picks up @kheen​ at the main road and suggests he stay at their house for a couple of nights.

                    eyes trace the ornamental paintings drawn across the mug’s pearly surface :   there’s a certain frumpiness to them,   that pre-loved chic of finding unexpected treasures on junk markets somewhere abroad,   and while emily attempts to appear blasé towards his sudden and unannounced visitation,   it’s incalculable if the attention pulled towards the tableware is genuine or a subtle act of intimidation.   raymond purses his lips and sets the mug down with a clink.     “ i see you’ve gotten your hands on the painting you were talking about last time we met. ”     it’s a sober observation,   curiously placed in the middle of a silent conversation ;   he doesn’t even look in the direction of the living room where he’s caught sight of it upon arrival.   gaze is dragged upward slowly,   piercing emily with hard,  blue eyes.     “ you have an impressive gift for data acquisition,  emily.   i’ve seen how agile you are the moment you’re behind a computer screen ――   i might have exhausted your patience already by pulling you into this…   situation with elsbeth hughes,   and you did a remarkable job of confirming my speculations,   which i am extremely thankful for.   but what i’m going to ask you to do is even bigger than the low-intensity conflict between several drug trafficking syndicates.   you’ll be a hero.   you’d make you dad very,  very proud. ”

[jigscw]

even when no one will give him answers ,  he finds them all the same .  it’s in the absences ,  at his bedside .  the looks that people give him .  the few snippets of conversation that he can overhear .  whatever he was ,  whatever he did ,  it wasn’t good .  the absences at his bedside ,  the people he thought would be with him through anything --- they’re missing for a reason .  but still ,  that doesn’t deter him .  he has to know .  he has to find the answers .  he has to ---- his palm hits a few times against the wooden door in front of him and he feels anxiety rise .  his ears ring ,  his head spins ,  he’s tired and he’s weak ,  and he doesn’t fully realize where he’s headed until he’s already there .  but it’s the one place that makes sense .  it’s the one place that might have answers .  pain sears through every inch of his body ,   it’s written on every scar on his once-handsome face .  and when the door opens ,  he knows he must be far from the man she once...loved? that was what it was ,  wasn’t it ?  even with muddled memories and the searing pain in his head ,  he knows that must have been what it was .  she loved him .  he thinks he loved her .  and somewhere between then and now ,  he lost her .   ❝ em? ❞  it comes out shaky ,  raw emotion scraping just beneath the surface .          /          @eydetik​   +   wanted season two pain and now i must suffer.    

[ofthclight]

she doesn’t so much as  offer  tea as she does set the mug down in front of emily before taking a seat across from her .  maria exhales as she leans back in her own chair ,  looking at the brunette intently .   ❝ do i need to ask if you’re alright? ❞          /          @eydetik​   +   liked for a starter ! 

[ftwpositiviity]

EYDETIK.

ANONYMOUS SAID;  there are many people who i want to send things in for and one of them is @eydetik.  they just posted about having an anxiety attack and i just want to send them some love.  a lot of it, actually.  i haven’t known them for long and i’ve only written with them a little bit, but i really love seeing them on my dash because they’re an amazing writer.  i love reading the things they put out and i really hope that things get better.

[conziergearch]

we’re asking emily rhodes .     the fall of the cabal  ( 1.5k words ) ,   or: raymond being a jealous, aggressive, and abusive piece of shit ♡

[conziergearch]

i think about you when i touch myself.     @eydetik​,  emily rhodes.   askbox temporarily closed  /  not accepting.

                    two empty bottles of beer sit atop the coffee table,   a newly opened one in his hands.   he’s snuck out of the school again,   third night in a row ;   jake knows where he is just in case,   should bill order a spontaneous inspection of the dormitories,   but it’s unlikely.   the bracelet around his wrist looks a little battered,   he’s tried keeping it as clean as he possibly could ――   some things are just out of his hands.   a swig of the alcoholic beverage and he leans his head against the cushions with a grin.     “ all right,  your turn,  strawbs.   tell me one of your dirtiest secrets. ”     he expects shit like how she’s pining for her english teacher,   or maybe she’s heard her parents fuck ――   it’s funny seeing her blush the more the game of truth and dare steers into embarrassing territory.   but when she does respond,   it’s so far from what he thinks she would say that the grin slips right off his features and leaves his face first pale,  then red.   christopher clears his throat,  a little helplessly.     “ i don’t…  uh…  you mean when you masturbate ? ”

[ricochetingtears]

you lied to me. / for zola & uncle mark oop

some meme i'm too lazy to find mark sloan & zola shepherd for @eydetik

"i'm-" he stops as he looks down at the teenager, a stunned look on his face. he had lied many times in his life, to a lot of people. mostly white lies but there were some big ones too. though there were more omissions than straight up lies. zola's father had been one of those victims. but as he looked at the girl, he couldn't do it. "i didn't technically lie." he tried to get around it. "i was keeping sof's secret." he felt terrible as zola looked at him with puppy eyes, reminding him how right callie were when she complained about mark doing anything sofia wanted. he couldn't resist to children's puppy eyes. "it was a last minute invite!" he tried to protect his own daughter from her best friend, knowing that she'd be mad at him and it'd take a whole week of breakfast dates to get her to talk to him again for 'getting in her business'.

"how about we go shopping?" that always worked with sofia. then he remembered who he was talking to. "or fishing?" one activity he used to do with derek and was trying to pass down on his children. "i have a skin transplant tomorrow. don't tell your mom and i'll let you watch it from the gallery." the best offer.

[jigscw]

❝ i think we should get a dog. ❞          /          @eydetik​ !