source.
closed my eyes and he brought me she.
then the Sea. i found me.
ego was my death. now i am.
i cant believe i stayed away for that long. now ill bask in the pitch black sun for the rest of my life.
i love that god came to me when i finally gave up.
its crazy. but its true.
i never lost sight of her. i never knew her. not even a chance.
now she calls me by heart. gives me everything i need. no back n forth no stops. like life should be.
forward is where we head into the most beautiful death.
im going to create a child that knows death.
that knows love is as just as she is.
reality is not what it seems but it always will be.
i am.











