#eysenior

[yorokonde-tamashii]

‘cause he’s really mad at me.. and i disappointed him the most… and i know it was my fault but i don’t have any valid reasons why it went that way… and i don’t know if i am still worthy of his trust… but i think i’m not anymore… of all the things that happened in all our accounts… why now when he’s already decided in leaving the firm? i can now foresee the results of the deliberation.. im already prepared though of what will happen,.. i just hope and pray that i may learn to accept the things that i could not change.. that i may learn to understand the reasons why and that it all boils down to my poor performances.. :(

[yorokonde-tamashii]

‘coz i just miss talking everything under the sun with you

i didn’t even asked this from you, but then until the end you’re putting your trust on me… im so much flattered and grateful for you seeing my capabilities over my flaws and failures… you’re really such a great person and i admire you the most!

i just wish you good health and sound mind..=) please do guard your heart always… :) but whenever you feel like giving up, please don’t be hesitant to call or text or chat me right away.. i prefer letters thou just what i’ve said before.. haha!^_^

[yorokonde-tamashii]

iniisip ko pa lang sobrang nalulungkot na ako na di na tayo magkaka-engagement magkasama… haaayyy… here we are again… move on my dear self... everything has its end.. :’(

[yorokonde-tamashii]

“Pinasa natin hindi dahil kailangan.. pinasa natin dahil nireview natin.. dahil confident tayo na nireview natin. Ok lang malate basta confident tayo na nireview natin.” from the best senior i’ve ever met… shhooottt! I will really bear this in my mind.. sa lahat ng sinabi mo, i was charged as guilty for this one… sobrang nalungkot ako dahil ito ang una at huli nating account na magkasama.. sorryy.. di ko nameet expectations mo… i was blinded by the fact that i was just also a new staff and i acted as one when you expected and trusted me so much that i failed to perform well… hindi ko mawari pero sobrang nalulungkot talaga ako.. di ko na alam kung kailan ako huling umiyak ng ganito.. pero salamat! Sobrang salamat sa lahat ng itinuro mo sa amin.. sobrang salamat sa pagiging totoo mo at ni minsan eh di mo kami iniwan.. sorry.. sorry sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko at dumating ako sa point na inasa ko na din lahat sayo.. sobrang nagsisisi ako pero huli na ang lahat.. this will now be my learning lesson..

[yorokonde-tamashii]

nakakaloka ka... bakit naman sobrang aga,. naka-isang engagement palang tayo eh.. iniisip ko pa lang, sobrang nalulungkot na ako na aalis ka na,.. :’(