Something happened to one of my friends the other day that I think makes for a really salient allegory for the current situation in the F1 fandom with regards to RPF.
CW: discussions of pet death, the butchering of livestock, and allusions to eating disorders
My friend, who for the sake of this story, I'm going to call Marie, is an animal lover. She volunteers with animal rescues, has several pets and fosters, and cares and worries deeply about the local wildlife. (She actually had a small crashout today about a bird that flew into her window and died, but that's another story.)
She's also the kind of person who feels her feelings deeply, and she still grieves and mourns every pet and foster she's ever lost. Marie is also really sensitive about animal welfare in general and would be a vegetarian if she could be. She actually was a vegetarian for a long time, but she ended up getting really sick and practically starving to death despite eating what ought to have been a perfectly adequate diet. Long story short, she medically can't be a vegetarian. So she really has to compartmentalize about the concept of how the meat she has to eat becomes the meat she has to eat.
Part of this includes avoiding content that discusses the treatment and welfare of livestock or that describes or demonstrates slaughter and butchering. Marie is aware of the existence of this content, obviously, and she understands that there is a purpose to its existence, that the creation of the vast majority of it isn't malicious or even designed to shock or upset people. However, she doesn't want to see it, and I imagine that most people who are creating this content for educational purposes, demonstrative purposes, or even in some cases, benevolent activism purposes (so, not PETA) wouldn't want their content shown to someone like Marie, who would be disturbed and upset by it.
Because Marie is a sane individual, she doesn't go to places on the internet where she might come across this content. She also doesn't interact with content that might cause the algorithm to show her content about the raising and butchering of livestock for food. However, as an animal lover, a pet owner, and someone who has experienced the loss of a pet, she does get a lot of content about these topics.
What she never expected was to come across was a video in her feed that appeared at the beginning to be someone talking about the illness and euthanization of their pet rabbit only to transition to them discussing and demonstrating how they then butchered and ate it.
Now, that might not bother some people. For me, I find the idea of eating an animal I once considered a companion to be distasteful (no pun intended), but I also understand how some people see this as a completely normal thing, particularly if you grew up on a farm. But for Marie, this isn't just a bit weird or slightly upsetting, it's horrifying.
The algorithm presented her with content about pet death--something she views and interacts with regularly--but it was also about something she never wanted to see, never asked to see, and should have never been forced to see. And it's likely that she never would have. I don't know who originally made the video or where it had first been posted, but it seemed like the kind of content that might be common on certain farming and homesteading groups. But Marie encountered it on an account about pet loss (that she doesn't follow) that had reposted it, and the algorithm showed her because the account was similar to ones she does follow.
If it had been me, and I think if it had been many of us, we'd have been disturbed for a little bit but ultimately have gone on with our lives no worse for the wear. But for Marie, who already has to carefully balance some cognitive dissonance over the fact that she has to at least sometimes eat meat, it has kind of sent parts of her life crashing down over the past few days. Right now, she can barely stand to look at meat, let alone prepare and eat it, and her appetite in general has practically gone to zero because images of the rabbit being cleaned and butchered in the video have basically turned intrusive.
She's now worried that she's once again going to slowly starve and go through all the awful things she had to go through when she learned the very hard way that she can't entirely be a vegetarian all because someone posted content that was perfectly fine and acceptable in one space in a space where it absolutely didn't belong.