the art of war | jhs
PAIRING royal Hoseok x reader
GENRE royal au. arranged marriage au. enemies to lovers. friends to enemies to lovers.
RATING 18+. EXPLICIT.
WC 5.1K
SUMMARY The bells are tolling and you've just been married to a man you despise on Christmas Day. On your wedding night, locked alone in a room with him, tensions are rising. And so is the past.
WARNINGS enemies to lovers and banter during and before sex. use of she/her pronouns to refer to reader. multiple orgasms. fingering. praise kink. handjob. unprotected sex. creampie.
AN HAPPY BIRTHDAY @xjoonchildx!!!!!!! while this was supposed to be a drabble, the muse (dearest Hobi) has been singing especially so recently and I couldn't help myself... ANYWAYS. I am wishing you the warmest, most joy-filled birthday and year ahead of you, you deserve the entire world. Sending so much love.
And a special thank you to @dntaewithluv who read this and somehow convinced me adding 1k extra of foreplay would be a good idea.
THE ART OF WAR
The wedding bells have long since stopped their tolling, but you swear that your ears are still ringing. From the choir of twenty, from the glockenspiel that rung out above your heads as you ran from the church, from the far-too-raucous reception.
Far-too-raucous because you couldn’t comprehend how anyone could be celebrating you marrying a man you couldn’t stand in a sham of an arranged marriage. Well, your mother wouldn’t call it a sham. She would call it one of her best business moves. You, on the other hand, had a very different sentiment about it all.
You watch as Hoseok, your now husband—! the word sounds so foreign on your tongue—shuts the door behind him and throws you a small smile. It’s not the first one you’ve received from him tonight, though the others read more like the others are looking, grin and bear it, while this one seems more an accident. More, I’m so tired of this bullshit. I know you are too. But a moment after the soft expression fills his face, he’s quickly rearranging his features to something stoic, cold.
Still. Though the kind gesture shocks you and runs like ice through your veins, you don’t return the smile.
Instead, you turn towards the vanity that sits in the corner of the room.
Before you in the mirror, you hardly recognize the scene: you, in a white poof of a wedding dress, every inch the daughter of a duchess. And Hoseok, behind you, Hoseok, in his wedding regalia, the sword still tucked into his belt, Hoseok, loosening his collar. You watch as his long fingers reach and bend, his touch gentle but commanding.
But there is a small part of you that does recognize this, that remembers this, from some long forgotten daydream. A daydream of you and Hoseok, together.
You and Hoseok hadn’t always been bitter. There was a time when you were children, teens even, when you would have called him your friend. Your best friend.
There was a time when you two would crawl under the bed when your parents came calling that it was time to go, desperate to spend “Five more minutes!” together. There was a time when he used to climb the oak tree in your backyard after scaling the stone wall, and slip in through your window. A time when you would lay, side by side, staring up at the yellow paper stars that you never bothered to take down from the ceiling as you grew older. You’d tell him it was too high to reach. But when the taller boy offered to take them down for you, you’d shake your head and say you’d do it yourself, secretly happy to have avoided the funeral of your favorite decorations.
Those stars still hung above your bed in your parents manor, though these days their gaze felt more like a bad memory than anything twinkling and good. Maybe it was time to take them down after all.
As you and Hoseok had grown out of childhood, things changed. There was never a specific point that you could locate as the beginning of the end. And there were good years too, years teetering on the brink of tension and unspoken words. Years where you had grown so close that the others thought of you as destined. You would ride into the forest together in the middle of the night, stealing horses from the stable, only to go skinny dipping in the moonlight. You would write letters to one another, letters you still kept tucked beneath your bed, too afraid of what you would lose if you threw them out.
But as you neared your eighteenth birthday, Hoseok had grown more withdrawn. He would disappear for long hours into his room. And soon withdrawn became coldness as you found him shutting doors quickly behind him with a hard look in his eyes, like he had something to hide.
And the truth was, you did have something to hide. You’d taken up an interest in the art of war, particularly hand-to-hand combat. As a young woman in this day and age, it was forbidden for someone like you, especially someone of noble birth, to participate in such a craft.
When you had finally mustered up the courage to tell him that you were no longer meeting up for midnight rides because you were training instead, he had said something that had your blood running cold.
“War will never be for women.”
“War ought to be for no one,” you had spat back quickly. “So who’s to say it can’t be for me!”
The conversation had devolved into harsh words and harsher sentiments. That was the last time you both had spoken for years.
Until one morning your mother had waltzed into your room with what she had called “thrilling news.”
Thrilling news that had landed you in a white dress with Hoseok at the end of the aisle, his gaze locked on you as the bells tolled and you walked towards your fate.
At first it’s just a glance. Hoseok looking over his shoulder at you as you tinker with the bow on an unopened wedding gift, left on your vanity. It’s just one glance.
But one glance turns into a second. His gaze skating over you as you begin to undo the intricate updo that you had insisted on earlier but now regret.
“You missed one.”
“I didn’t.”
But before you can really argue with him, before you can really absorb what he’s said as an insult about your personal ability to undo your own hair, he’s gliding across the room and plucking a pin out of the back of your head.
You hold your breath in shock. His fingers linger.
Your eyes catch in the mirror and hold for a second that stretches into eons. And then you come back to yourself. You don’t thank him. You simply snatch it out of his hands with a little huff and go back to what you’re doing.
But to your dismay, he doesn’t move.
“Is that the best excuse you could come up with to get me to touch you?”
You stand up so fast your chair falls down behind you as you whirl around to face him face to face.
But you didn’t expect him to be this close, you didn’t expect him to be chest-to-chest with you. Didn’t expect his lips to be inches away from yours—
“How dare you—”
“Is it that hard to pay attention when all you’re thinking about is kissing me?”
You’re furious, flames roving through your chest like a slow burning wildfire, and he’s so close and his breath is mingling with yours, the smug bastard, his eyes ablaze with the same fire you feel—
And before you know what’s happening, your lips are crashing together. Later on, when you can’t tell up from down, you won’t be sure whether it was you or him that began it all. But in that moment, you’re pretty sure it was you.
He doesn’t hesitate before wrapping his hands swiftly around your waist, tugging you with a little huff of air to his front where you can feel something hard and very large pressing into you.
It happens all at once.
Like two stars colliding, you are hurtling towards one another at the speed of light, missing one another in your pointedness but scathing one another in your proximity.
But you keep circling back. Slower, more curious, each time.
His lips slow against yours, his breath intertwining with your breath, his heartbeat beating at the same pace as yours. He whispers your name against your lips, and for a moment, you taste sweetness. That is, until he bites down on your lower lip.
You gasp, but the inhale is not all pain.
A spark rushes through you, smothering your skin in goosebumps.
“Fuck, Hoseok,” you curse, and he grins against your lips.
You tighten your grip on him and dig your fingernails into the back of his neck, trailing them below the nape of his collar, leaving red streaks in their tracks.
But instead of gasping, just as you had, he sucks in a shaky breath and whispers against your lips, “How did you know I like it a little painful?”
A cold chuckle leaves your lips.
“A good guess.”
He kisses you again, quick, furious, all teeth and tongue and it’s then that you feel him, him grinding against you.
That’s when the reality of the situation hits you.
This is not two mere strangers — or, you have to remind yourself, two mere friends. Both of those ships had sailed a long while ago. You are something else now, something entirely foreign. And something tangled up in one another, flames stoking higher with each breath, each tangled limb and—
Somehow you’re both flustered and furious in the same moment. You pull back from him, and he looks surprised, though he quickly masks the look that darts across his face.
“What—“
“I ought to get ready for bed.”
He watches as you turn from him and make your way to the mirror in the corner, tugging at the many bows and clasps that keep you tied up in this ridiculous excuse of a dress.
“For bed.” He grins.
You glare at him in the floor length mirror, but the implication of his words warms you from within.
You have duties to perform tonight, there’s no doubt about it. And you’re not particularly adverse to the idea either, not when he looks as radiant as he does tonight, not when he kisses the way he kisses. But it’s the principal of it all, all the years of resentment hanging between you like spidersilk.
Your fingers fumble as you try to reach around back and unbutton the intricate dress and you can feel him watching you, can hear the way he chuckles smugly as you struggle.
After several minutes of trying without any luck, finally, you give up with a huff.
There’s no way you’re getting out of this on your own. You grit your teeth with the way you’re about to debase yourself, shame trickling through you like molten iron.
“Can you—” you close your eyes and take a deep breath. “Can you please help me?”
They were supposed to send someone to help you out of this godforsaken dress, but— your face reddens as you realize that there was someone knocking on your door while you were tangled in your husband’s arms. And that you had been far too distracted to realize what the sound was. It pains you to ask for his help.
“Pleading looks so good on you.”
“I’m not pleading,” you scoff. “You try getting yourself out of a cage of a dress.”
He chuckles darkly but approaches you from behind, his gaze challenging yours in the mirror.
“Alright. If you’re going to beg.”
“I’m not begging!”
“If you insist.”
His fingers are cold when they skate across your neck and your gaze shoots up to meet his in the mirror. He stands tall behind you, his hair dark and falling into his face, his eyes even darker, even as they catch the reflection of the hearth in them.
“It does look good on you,” he says, and you’re not sure if he means the dress or the begging. Maybe both. But as you fight the urge to roll your eyes, you watch the way his gaze narrows on the skin of the nape of your neck, as it trails down your back. And as he begins to unbutton your dress, one by one, he takes his sweet time, like he’s unwrapping some kind of precious gift. Your brow furrows in confusion.
He’s not supposed to enjoy this.
You’re not supposed to enjoy this.
And yet you do, the way his fingers grace across your skin, the way your skin warms beneath his touch. You enjoy it. You find your eyes fluttering closed, and lose yourself so entirely that soon he’s saying,
“I’m done.”
He’s still holding your dress up, in some attempt to preserve a semblance of your modesty. Though you’re not sure there’s much of it left after your earlier tryst.
A tryst you have no explanation for.
You finally nod and he lets go of the fabric. The thick winter dress falls in a heap around you, revealing the thin but warm slip they’ve dressed you in beneath. It’s the equivalent of being naked before him. He begins to look away but you’re quick to say:
“Are you so afraid to look at your own wife?”
A sly smile flickers at the corner of his mouth and his gaze darts back to rove over your body. But where they linger are your eyes.
“Are you so eager for my attention you have to ask for it?”
You finally turn towards him and stare at him for a long moment.
This is when it begins. This is when it's supposed to begin, when it's supposed to happen: your wifely duties.
Awkwardly, you reach for him.
“What are you doing?”
“I have a duty.” You say, your chest warming, your hand tracing up his torso. But as your words fall on his ears, his gaze immediately hardens. Before you can reach his chest, where you want to trace over his heart, his hand snatches your wrist.
“No.”
“No?”
“I’m not going to force you to do anything,” Hoseok says sternly, his brow pressing. He gently places your hand at your side and retreats to the other side of the room. “Absolutely not.”
The care with which he says it surprises you—and yet not at all. From beneath the hard exterior, you see the young Hoseok you once knew, once loved, poking through.
“But we should—”
“We should do nothing tonight.”
“But, but they’ll come—in the morning, to check.”
Hoseok’s eyes light with recognition.
“And you care that—? Ahh.”
You frown. “What?”
“I see.” He steps towards you, his shirt fluttering open with each step forward. You can’t help it when your gaze flickers downwards.
“You can just say it,” he says.
“Say what?”
“That you want me.”
“I don’t want you,” you scoff. “I only—”
He raises an eyebrow.
“I only want you in the way a wife wants her husband on their wedding night.”
“Is that so?” Hoseok asks. “And in what way is that?”
You immediately warm at the question. It feels like he has you pinned against the wall, even when he’s half the room away. As he steps closer to you, you find yourself holding your breath.
“Kiss me,” he orders. “If you’re too afraid to put it to words.”
And so you do, and just as before, it is furious.
Lips press, teeth nip, lobes bitten, and you know you will look a mess in the morning. He kisses down your neck, biting and sucking gently at the tender skin there and you cry, “You’ll leave a mark!”
“Then they’ll know you’re my wife.”
The thought brings heat to your abdomen, as the idea of wandering out the next morning looking absolutely ravaged plays in your mind. But was this how tonight was supposed to go? You had no qualms about giving yourself to your husband, but now, now, you were giving yourself willingly, eagerly, even. Your mother had instructed you on how these kinds of marital duties were to be performed, but this, lips locked and hands roving greedily over one another’s bodies: this is no duty.
This is passion.
Even if anger still simmers in your stomach.
He is kissing you, so deeply you think he might consume you whole, kissing you like you are the only person in the world. And right now it feels like it. The world outside quiets as you kiss him back, letting the noise of society, along with all the expectations and obligations fade away until there is nothing but Hoseok. The shape of his hands pressed against your back. The warmth of his thigh between your legs. The movement of his lips, inflamed and… needy?
Hoseok, Hoseok, Hoseok.
His hand glides up your back and tangles with your loosened hair as he presses you to his chest.
He walks you backward, his leg slipping between the heavy, warm fabric of your slip—too warm despite the winter chill—somehow managing to not trip you. The mattress of the bed hits your knees and you find yourself sitting, looking up at the man who is now your husband, towering above you. And right in your face:
“Is someone a little desperate?” You chide, running a finger along the bulge in his pants. “It doesn’t suit you.” Though that’s half a lie, because as you look up at him, your mouth waters, struck by the absolute depravity that he looks down at you with.
“I know what might suit you,” Hoseok cuts back, unerred by your half insult as his hands rove over your body. “My desperation, stuffed in your mouth, shutting you up.”
Your eyes widen at the prospect.
“Try me.”
He grins and bends down to kiss you again, interrupting your hands reaching for his pants. You are eager to unwrap him, but he is eager to take his time with you.
Things begin to devolve in the best way possible. Hoseok loses his shirt, then his pants. “I want to see you,” he murmurs as he kisses you, and soon you have lost your slip too, limbs tangling in the sheets, and soon his cock is in your hand, and you squeeze ever so gently, just to watch his eyes flutter closed.
“Let me—” he begins as his hands trail down your body.
“You don’t know—”
He scoffs. “I think I know you well enough to know exactly how to make you come undone,” Hoseok says, and something switches within you. It’s the first time he’s mentioned anything of your past, of knowing you before your wedding night, of all of the tension strung up around you.
“Don’t presume to know me,” you say. “You don’t. Not any more.”
“Is that a challenge I hear?” Hoseok asks, his brow raised.
You look up at him through your lashes, but before you can roll your eyes, he grips your chin gently, forcing you to look at him.
“Are you challenging me?”
“Maybe I am.”
It becomes some kind of competition, the both of you rushing to make the other one drown in their own pleasure before the other.
And it’s true: it’s hard to stay in control like this, with his fingers dragging through your folds, circling around your clit, his mouth pressed up against your ear, whispering sweet nothings, chiding you, urging you onward. But you cling to any semblance of control you have left, wrapping your hand around his length, running gentle, teasing touches along the soft skin of his cock.
That’s when he says it.
“You’re so good for me.”
And you come a little bit more undone beneath him. Your touch falters, your breath hitches.
“Oh, does she like being praised?”
You grit your teeth to keep from nodding.
“No—”
“I love the way you touch me,” he whispers against your ear, his fingers slowing against you, building into a gradual, unerring rhythm. “It’s like you know exactly what I need, what I want.” He nips at your earlobe. “So good.” He slips a finger within you and you gasp. “So good, just for me.”
On the final emphasis, he thrusts a second finger into you and begins pumping in and out of you. The final emphasis has you clenching around him.
His.
Even as you try to push the idea of him away, his body is wrapped around yours. His body is everywhere, atop, beneath, beside you. And you don’t want the distance, you don’t want any space between you at all.
As he draws one orgasm from you, then a second, you cling to him, hands tangling in his hair, pushing it out of his eyes, and threading around his limbs and his back, pulling him closer. And after you’ve come a second time, the two of you lay there, staring silently at the ceiling—starless, blatantly starless—as you catch your breath. The only sounds in the room are the crackling fire and the sound of your in-synch panting.
“I don’t think you could make me come again,” you challenge, and that’s enough for him.
He rolls on top of you with a cheeky grin and nips at your ear.
“As you wish,” he murmurs, and it’s not the fight you want, it’s not the fire you were asking for, but it’s good enough, because he’s sliding his hand down your torso again. As you buck your hips up to meet the touch of his hand, his cock aligns with your center, pushes in just enough.
The both of you freeze.
Eyes lock.
“We don’t have to—”
“No, please—”
The desperation in your voice surprises you, and you swallow hard as he looks down at you.
“‘Please?’” he repeats back to you, a genuine question in his voice. “You want this?”
You nod quickly.
“Then tell me.”
You repeat your previous sentiment with a sly smile. “I bet you can’t make me come on your cock.”
“I can,” he says, capturing your lips in a kiss. “And you know that. Tell me what it is you want.”
“Fuck me, Hoseok.”
He takes his time, teasing your opening with the head of his cock, sliding it through your come and the arousal already spilling again from you as your core aches with need.
“Please, Hoseok,” you beg.
“You’re so pretty when you beg for me,” he smiles. “So messy when you’re needy.”
He lowers his weight atop you as he glides his cock to your opening and pushes in an inch. You gasp, and before your eyes flutter shut at the wide stretch, you can see the pleasure that washes across his face. It’s divine. The mixture of concentration and pure desire that dances in his eyes, the way his gaze bores into yours before he bends down and presses his lips to the concha of your ear.
As he pushes into you all the way, you think you hear:
“Forgive me,” whispered in your ear.
“No,” you whisper back.
But he’s already moving, his face pressed in concentration, that look you know too well. So serious, so firm, you think, How am I going to live with this every day? Not because you don’t want to, but because in that moment you’re filled with so much need for him that you’re not sure what it will be like to want him when your marital duties have been filled and completed and you’re stuck in a house with a man who despises you as much as you despise him.
Though, when you think about it, this hardly feels like spite.
Not with his cock moving like this, not with his hips thrusting like that, rolling so smoothly into you.
It’s so surprising, how goddamn good it feels and all you feel is anger bubbling to the surface. “Fuck you,” you groan, your fingers tightening around whatever parts of him you can reach, nails digging into his skin.
“Darling, you already are,” he spits back through gritted teeth. “And so many would just kill to be in your place.”
When he flips you over, pulls your hips towards you, and begins rolling into you again, it’s entirely different. Something about the angle, your face pushed into the soft material of the mattress, your ass jiggling with each slap of his balls against your clit, it has you tumbling forwards towards delight so quickly you can’t breathe—
“This isn’t right,” you gasp and he stills, looking down at you in concern.
“What’s wrong?”
“How good it feels.”
You can hear the grin spread across his face as he begins again, his hips rolling slowly into you.
“Darling, this is exactly how it’s supposed to feel.”
“How—?”
He repositions you then, so he can look in your face, pulling you on top of his lap, before slippiing into you again.
“You’re supposed to feel good,” he says, as he begins pumping up into you. “And whoever told you you shouldn’t was lying.”
His tongue pokes out between his lips as you begin to move too, chasing your own pleasure now. He nods encouragingly as you drag your hips up his cock. Your breath hitches as he reaches up and slides his thumb across your lower lip before slipping it into your mouth.
“Tomorrow, this will be my cock on your tongue,” he whispers, and you swallow around his digit as he presses down on your tongue, your eyes wide as you bounce on his cock. “Fuck, you look so good,” Hoseok curses.
He removes his hand to kiss you, growling against your lips. His fingers dig into your ass as you fuck him. Once, he brings his hand up and slaps your ass and the sound that leaves your lips is ravished.
“Ah,” he coos. “I think I know exactly what it is you like.”
You ride him, bouncing up and down on his thick cock until you wrap your hands around his shoulders and press your chests together.
“That’s it. Fuck yourself on my cock,” he says.
He’s so close. There’s something even more intimate about this, as your breath mingles and comes in pants, both of you relishing in the pleasure of the other’s body.
“Shit, shit, shit,” you curse as he hits a particularly soft spot within you, and you cling to him even tighter.
Your pace slows, and rather than hurtling towards desire, the both of you are relishing in it.
Slowly, Hoseok lowers you to your back, leaning over you.
Hoseok is determined to—what, you’re not sure at this point, but determined he is, knowing by the set of his jaw and the way his eyes won’t leave yours. Perhaps he is simply determined to draw as much pleasure as possible from your body, because with a quick movement he tilts your pelvis upwards, and the new angle, oh. You can now feel the ridge of the head of his cock pushing into you, and as it does, it catches on a bundle of nerves within you that makes you cry out. The second thing this does is that the base of his cock now presses against your clit every time he slams into you.
There is pleasure everywhere, like swimming in some deep well of warmth.
“You’re close,” he murmurs, rolling his hips into you. “Come for me, will you?”
And it’s a request, not a command.
“Come for me,” he hums against your lips. “I want to feel you around me.”
His voice is like a deep melody and as it resonates through you, you find yourself hurtling towards the edge of your own pleasure, warmth radiating from your abdomen, and the most delicious tension strung between your limbs.
“Please,” he whispers, and that’s enough for you to break into pieces, your orgasm crashing like the far waves of the kingdom through your entire body.
He’s not far behind you, and through your pleasure you can feel his cock twitch within you. He hisses, and holds himself back from you, his eyes fluttering shut. And suddenly you realize, you want his pleasure. You want his pleasure, not for the sake of winning some competition, but simply for him.
But without thinking, you reach up for him, wrap your arms around his back, and press him to your chest. He comes with you, body trembling, words spilling from his mouth that have no meaning, no rhyme or reason. But you catch it again.
“Forgive me—”
And you realize that the anger within you has been entirely replaced with the lingering numbness of absolute pleasure.
You’re sure it will return in good time, yout think.
So instead, you let your nails drag softly up the back of his neck before tangling in his hair, pressing his face into your neck. He peppers the skin there with the softest of kisses, his body still intertwined with yours.
And you lay there for what feels like eons, his weight pressing down reassuringly, the chill of the window finally seeping into your consciousness.
And suddenly, he is standing, slipping from you, his warmth removed.
“You’re leaving,” you say, your voice flat, monotone. Not stay, not, please. A simple statement of fact.
Hoseok freezes. He turns on his heel to face you.
“There is a winter storm raging right outside that window. And while you might be sweaty and hot and all worked up right now,” You flush at the implication, “I promise you that the cold will creep in. I was merely about to warm the fire.”
“Ah,” you say, turning on your side, away from him.
But a touch and a gentle tug brings you rolling back towards him. He looks upset, and before you can stop yourself, you’re reaching out to press at the frown lines that decorate his brow.
“You’re angry.”
“I’m not angry that you’d think the absolute worst of me,” he says slowly. “I’m only concerned that you’d think, and think so readily, that I’d be this quick to abandon you.”
He rolls into bed, pulling you on top of him.
“I’m hardly finished with you, how could I go?”
He kisses you then, and it’s not like the other kisses. The others were fire, burning towards something larger. This, however, is different. He kisses you to kiss you, for the pleasure of it all, for the feeling of your body warming against his skin, for the knowledge that you, you want to kiss him.
And what you found, at the end of it all, is that the anger in you is a dying anger. One like a star, burnt out and blackened, striving for the life that it one was, but ultimately hurtling towards a darkened coolness. And in the place of this old, stupid, anger, is rising something new. Attraction. Respect, even.
It frightens you.
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