#face--the--strange

[parvuspapilio]

@face--the--strange asked on a post I shared with them: "#and heyy if this is not a wig does it mean that he has real-life pictures with long hair? asking for science ♡___♡" And I want to deliver a little treat

If anybody has pics of the wrap up/boot ceremony or LORD Critical World or any other behind in casual/modern clothes, please share! (You know, with this hair length)

[fishy-lava]

Apparently if you tell me that I can pick as many as I like, I become unstoppable. xD Sooo:

"after-images" "good morning" "through pain I feel you, through love i see you" "need to feel you there" for the WIP game? ♡♡♡

(Not hunting for specific fandoms, just choosing all the vibes I like. :D) (Also there's no hurry to reply! ♡ This is a lot, lmao.)

lmao three of these are zhoudu XD

this one is definitely going to get quite long so im putting it under read more for everyone's sake lol

this DOES include spoilers for modu/silent reading/justice in the dark (but only in the last two. the first two are fine) so beware those who wish to avoid them

ok so "after-images" is a hannigram fic that is PURELY self-indulgent bc i am nothing if not a perv and a sadist akdbajjdbd (in my defense hannibal is horrible and deserves to be tormented by will. tho it backfires bc he's into it. whatever its still fun) its set sometime in season 2 of nbc hannibal while will is doing his whole "seduce and trap hannibal" thing and basically its will sneaking into hannibal's house while he's gone (probably at the opera or something) and jacking off in hannibal's bed and then just. not cleaning up after himself before leaving so when hannibal gets back he can smell him and knows EXACTLY who was in his house and what he was doing while he wasnt there and. well. I want him horny, enamored and frustrated about it and maybe I want him to jack off to the smell of will and the thought of what he had been doing. for science. definitely not just for me. ok. akdnwjdjebdk

"good morning" is. also deeply self-indulgent but in a nicer way lol nobody is being psychosexually tormented this time XD its a zhoudu fic about fei du waking up horny and deciding to wake lwz by grinding against his hip/thigh and where that leads (i was torn between having lwz guide fei du with his hands on his hips till he comes against him or having him pin fei du down and suck him off while fingering him but my friend decided: both. both is good. fei du is young anyways he can go again fairly quickly. so both it is :) ) it was brought about by me seeing a picture and sending it to a friend where we then proceeded to go through this whole scenario together bc... well thats just how we are together skdhsbdkcn ok blame me tho bc i definitely lead it there on purpose :P zhoudu are just terribly horny and after everything they've been through they deserve some soft morning erotic fun!

ok im doing "need to feel you there" next bc I have A LOT to say about the other one so I'll leave it for last. anyways this one is also zhoudu and its set after they nearly die by bomb (the second time. for fucks sake guys stop trying to die) and theyre home safe and everything but fei du is. not okay. he's pretending to be but he's NOT. lwz decided to be reckless and heroic and STUPID and try to defuse a bomb on his own with no training or protective gear or anything and fei du very nearly lost him and he's struggling to cope. between the stress of what happened and the intensity of his own reaction to it and how scared he was over the possibility of losing this man, fei du is a bit. frayed around the edges still even after the adrenaline has worn off and everyone has calmed down. he isnt prepared to deal with caring this much and needing someone like this and is coping in the best way he knows how which is to just pretend its not there. shove it as far down as he can and continue like it never happened. unfortunately for him, lwz knows him too well by now. he can tell something is wrong and is not going to let him pretend it away but even if fei du WANTED to walk about it he isnt even sure what just happened with himself so theres no way he can just explain it so in typical fei du fashion he tries to seduce lwz to distract him but theres still something off about him and lwz in some way understands maybe that fei du had been genuinely afraid and still sorta is and that this tactic may be intended to distract from the issue but also might be something he actually needs so he goes with it this time. not to let himself be distracted but to ground fei du in a way he might not even realize he needs. so sorta frantic semi-rough sex ensues bc fei du needs to be able to feel lwz in and around him, to see and hear and touch him in a way that cannot be anything but real to convince himself that he here. lwz is alive and he's here he's okay theyre okay and lwz did not die a stupid horrible reckless death bc he's murmuring and panting into his skin and fucking him into the mattress and leaving bruises on his thighs and hips instead. I just really feel like fei du would need some kind of grounding (they probably both do) after the insane emotional rollercoaster that day put him through bc my god he was coming apart at a speed that nobody was prepared to handle and if he'd actually lost lwz I dont think anyone could have prevented the fallout and then he just. seemingly stuffed it all into a box afterwards like it was nothing. fei du my dear that is not the kind of thing you can just tuck away without it spilling out the cracks. so yeah long story short: its "thank god we're alive/holy fuck I hate you dont ever do that to me again/its okay im here we're here its okay" sex :)

OK SO "through pain I feel you, through love i see you" is my beloved zhoudu soulmate au that is only sorta a soulmate au. it is in the sense that im using the soulmate au concept of being able to feel each other's physical pain but it is NOT in the sense that im not doing it in the typical soulmate au fashion. so many soulmate stories are deeply aphobic (whether its blatant and loud about it or someone made an attempt to include us but failed to actually do it in a way that was successful or anywhere in between) and it makes reading them not very fun bc even when people have good intentions it is made clear that people see me and my fellow aspec people as something other and strange, if not outright wrong or broken and it really sucks bc soulmate concepts are cool as hell! there's so much you can explore with the concept of being inexplicably linked in some way to another person you may or may not ever meet but will always know exists but through the Power of Amatonormativity (sarcastic) it is always tainted with a constant feeling of alienation and disappointment for me. even stories with platonic soulmates still portray the idea that everyone must be searching for someone and we must all be paired off and those that aren't and dont even want to be have something wrong with them, that maybe something isnt wired right or actually they secretly DO want this and are just bitter and cynical bc they dont have it! or any number of things which just aren't true. I've spent a lot of time trying to figure out how to do a soulmate story without causing this problem and I eventually realized that the answer is to stop making it so unlinked people are a minority of the population. if linked people are no longer the majority or are even a minority themselves (bc lets be real here, that makes a lot more sense in the grand scheme of things. if everyone had a bond like that then its not nearly as interesting anymore) then it solves the issue of making those of us who dont fit into it into a bizarre anomaly and lets us just exist off doing our own thing in peace. so for this story im basically just surgically removing the pieces that I like from soulmate concepts and leaving behind all the bits I dont like (and this is NOT the "bound by the universe to fall In Love no matter what" variety of soulmate either. thats a horror concept to me not a love story. this is the "you are linked to this person and what you do with that is up to you" variety bc i refuse to ruin zhoudu's story by deciding any of it happened bc The Universe Decreed It So)

(ok im sorry ranting about aphobia and amatonormativity is done now onto the actual fic) SO this fic is about zhoudu being linked by being able to feel each other's physical pain. its a favorite soulmate trope of mine and there is just SO much potential with it for these two. im specifically obsessed with lwz finding fei du's torture basement and just the dawning horror of realizing what exactly goes down in there bc he's felt it and suddenly linking all the other things he's felt over his life to fei du as well and realizing just how much he doesnt know and its just delicious. i also want to play with the whole "shock therapy" thing from lwz's perspective and what its like for him to experience this but not know what is happening on the other side or who it is happening to and if it ending is even a good thing. i love the idea of him knowing someone is suffering and not being able to do anything about it and this sick double-edged blade of how feeling this means that something terrible is happening but feeling it is the only way he knows theyre still alive on the other side and wrestling with the complicated mess of emotions of wanting it to stop for both their sakes but wanting them to live and only having this pain to use as their connection and what that might be like for him. theres also just a lot of scenes with them that involve pain in some way and I think it be very fun to explore them in this context. this is not going to be a full canon rewrite bc that would be so much work and very overwhelming but I am going back through both the novel and show and picking out scenes (as well as creating some pre/post-canon ones) that I feel would be good for exploring this and I think theres a lot of room to play with the horror and trauma and discomfort and invasiveness but also the potential for understanding and connection and the way this could change a shape people and their relationship. theres two sides of it in how the link can be a comfort and a pain in its own right, with how its both a window into your life without your consent or control but also a reminder that youre not alone and there is someone out there who knows that you live and that you suffer.

also what this is like for them is heavily inspired by the thai bl Not Me (which i highly recommend) which has a set of twins who are linked in a way that they can physically feel the other dying which i was a bit disappointed in how didnt explore it a bit more in the show (its surprisingly irrelevant to the plot) but its very interesting to me so im kinda playing with it on my own now here lol. if you'd like examples of it: here from about 10:20 to 11:12 is a scene where one of the twins feels his brother being attacked and beated into a coma and here from 3:14 to 4:37 is a scene where he feels him start dying again while in the coma. both of these are very much the vibe im going for with a fair bit of this (tho no all of the story, I promise not to make it all horrible) and im really hoping to manage it well bc i think it could be really good. idk there is just something deeply fascinating about this to me and this is definitely a big project for me but I just HAVE to do it

very long story short: soulmate story but im deeply aromantic and intense about it

ok thank you for asking! I love rambling about these but ik its a lot lol so sorry about that. I think between you and hidey we've got all 5 zhoudu fics now XD but feel free to continue if you'd like, I will gladly answer them (tho you dont have to) ok byeeee

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[fishy-lava]

WIP meme! ♡ Asdfghfjdksjkl;; I literally zeroed in on "zhoudu office sex" too and then I saw that it's already been asked! xD *high-fives Hidey*

"zhoudu couch sex" then? :> /one track mind

Also "say it again" if you want to do two, because I really like the vibe of that. :D (I really like the vibe of all your titles ngl but I need to choose something. :D)

hi !! sorry just woke up lol

zhoudu couch sex is also what it says on the tin lmao but its a SPECIFIC couch. in the fei familiy villa theres this fancy goth couch that im OBSESSED with

it looks like it should be in a vampire mansion and I just really really want fei du to ride lwz on it which under normal circumstances would be very easy to achieve bc these two are horny as hell and completely shameless but... this IS the fei family villa which has had many a horrific thing happen in it and has a LOT of traumatic and stressful memories attached to it so I've had to come up with some reason for them to even BE in there let alone fucking on the couch. luckily my dear friend Sam is very helpful and wonderful and we managed to come up with some sort of "going to the villa one last time before selling it and fei du needs some sort of distraction from whatever intense feelings he doesnt know how to process" situation so its probably going to be angstier than originally intended but hey I love angst so thats fine by me XD

"say it again" is a my beautiful man fic and if you aren't familiar with that series its a Japanese bl that I adore which is. a little difficult to explain in a good way without rambling endlessly but I suppose a very very brief summary of the characters would be "guy who is the physical embodiment of Creep by Radiohead x the most tsundere guy ever except he's really trying feelings are just hard" anyways the fic is about sometime post canon hira is getting another chance to photograph kiyoi like he loves doing and while he's so caught up in it (as he often gets) he unthinkingly lets out a marriage proposal in the same way the little "you're beautiful"s like to slip out when he's looking at kiyoi and when he realizes he tries to scramble to take it back (as he does) bc the last thing he wants is to make kiyoi uncomfortable or upset (even if he 10000% would marry kiyoi in a heartbeat if he could) but kiyoi stops him bc he doesnt think he could take it if hira were to take that back now that he's said it so, well, "say it again" seemed like a fitting title XD

thanks for asking! and youre welcome to ask about as many of them as you'd like! maybe you'll find the chuguo one in the list lol

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[belovedstill]

Trick or treat! :D

!!!! Hi :D Thank you for sending one! Let me see... I have a snippet here from a short weilan wip for you, post-novel!verse, still mostly unedited 🙌

The sheets behind him rustle. In the next moment, Zhao Yunlan slings an arm around his waist. His forehead presses between his shoulder blades. The parts he touches flood with near-unbearable heat. Shen Wei forcibly stills himself, eyes now wide open in the dark. Yunlan settles against him to his comfort, then sighs and slumps back into restful sleep. He almost didn’t get to have this. Despite everything, it’s there. He’s still here. Yunlan knows him—knows him—and still lets his own guard off, rolls onto his back and shows off the vulnerable softness of his belly. Others had this in the past, he knows, he’s seen it, but it was merely an echo of what Yunlan gives him.

ask box trick-or-treat (fic writer edition)

[sbnkalny]

face--the--strange: Birds and lizards are good and the koroks have nice little conveyor Windows and like i just got a real fucken ages or They will hurt you a lot.

face--the--strange: Kissedup you are good and pure

barmecideblu: Waterphones are good And pure and improved world where rays of sunshine like Clark and bruce are Lovers, right??

[sbnkalny]

tamber-kernel: ARIKA eh

shortkitten: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt even show up but now i keep

face--the--strange: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

shortkitten: Eh KILLS ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

tamber-kernel: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

shortkitten: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

tamber-kernel: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt even SHOW up at the start

shortkitten: Eh kills aleins and doesnt even show up to my birthday today! i Am a human: EyeBells, Kneese, Elbont, Calamoth, Florinzian, butt, other.

face--the--strange: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of the tower..

optimiserablic: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt even show up but now it looks as though they're here to stay

tamber-kernel: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

optimiserablic: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt even show up in link previews as well.

optimiserablic: Eh kills aleins and doesnt afraid of anything.

tamber-kernel: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt afraid of anything.

face--the--strange: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt even show up to my birthday anymore, saying i need to be on fire"

shortkitten: Eh kills ALEINS and doesnt Afraid of anything.

shortkitten: Eh kills aleins and doesnt even show up but now we are doing best to grow up to be a good day

[sbnkalny]

entropyapologist: You end up with leeway - you eat lobster

entropyapologist: I won't see you end as ashes

an-oiche-folaireamh: I won't see you end as ashes

face--the--strange: I won't see you end as ashes

an-oiche-folaireamh: I won't see you end as ashes

an-oiche-folaireamh: I won't see you end as Ashes

face--the--strange: Send THIS to 6️⃣9️⃣ 😏💦 of your fellow humans 👯👫👬👭 and Just maybe U will see YOU end as ashes

entropyapologist: I expect this to 6️⃣9️⃣ 😏💦 of your fellow humans 👯👫👬👭 and just Maybe u will see miracles happe

face--the--strange: Hello fellow humans 👯👫👬👭 and just Maybe u will see the sand And feeds on unsuspecting worms

[sbnkalny]

Hi, Kalny! I can see that you answer asks again, it's really exciting! :D How have you been?

Me after school volunteer PROGRAMS called "teach a spider the size of pick-up trucks
All that flesh and blood
The real thing
I can see that really in the beginning, not ONE unusual thing has ever been