#facebook deactivated

[agasshiiayah]

When tumblr is your hiding place...

[misskhae]

I have always liked living behind my social media accounts until today, I realized how it became really toxic to me. It’s destructive. I hate how it feels like it needs to validate the emotions and events of my life— like everyone in there has to liked, hearted, or wowed everything to make it “legit”. I’m done with it for now.

[diangelofdeath]

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[sunshineforeveryone]

I know I have done this 46477557462 times before but I'm doing it again. I have deactivated my freaking Facebook account. I know I can do it. I have faith in myself. I will not log in again and waste my time stalking people who are not even my friends. This all crap can wait, more important things won't.

[yessicamichellee]

Deactivated Facebook!:)

Finally deactivated my Facebook. At least for now...

Facebook was become way to serious, people really needed to calm their tits down. Seriously nobody understands sarcasm anymore. You write a few statuses giving your opinion or just joke about something and people who don't agree just have to bash you with comments. What am I not allowed to have an opinion? Do you see me writing how wrong your thoughts, comments or whatever are? Believe me they're wrong as fuck, but again you don't see me bashing your status. I actually want to bash your face in. Fuck Facebook. I'll return when people have chilled the fuck down.

At least I have instagram and Tumblr, where you can post whatever you want, whenever you want and nobody can say shit about it!

[selfconflictcalls]

I just divorced my facebook. Facebook isn't useful for me anymore. I waste time and it's time I don't have right now. I have lots of family issues going on. My grandpa has been battling cancer and hemophilia. He has been receiving platelet treatments every other day and his immune system is zero without them.

A week ago he went to my sister's fast-pitch tournament and he was connected to an oxygen tank. He skin was a different shade. He was blotchy red and thin. I was scared to hug and kiss him, but that's all I wanted to do. He finally decided to stop the treatments because he's ready to die. I can't imagine what it's like to come to terms with death. It is extremely difficult for me to see my mom and grandma go through this. My great-grandma recently died a few months ago and my uncle also has cancer. There is just too many things happening at once. I can't breath it is like there's this crushing weight sitting on top of my chest. The sad thing is that I am not even fighting. I'm laying down, resigned and taking in everything like a soda can being all shook up. I don't know if this is a sign of cowardice or maturity. 

Anyways I deactivated my facebook account because I believe it's just a sad shallow distraction for me. I won't go through the proper mourning process. I mean I don't even want to be happy anymore. I simply want to get through this last rounds of finals and sleep. Sleep everything away. 

[thatgirlmaureen-blog]

Facebook deactivated.

Masaya talaga ako eh, hanggang kagabi. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nag-deactivate. Oo, maraming reasons pero hindi ko alam kung ano dun sa mga reasons na yun ang dahilan. Ang gulo ko ano?. 

may mga tao lang sigurong hindi kayang maging sensitive sa maaaring maramdaman ng iba. Nagulat talaga ako sa sarili ko dahil akala ko wala ng bahid ng pagka-sensitive ang katawan ko sa dami ba naman ng pinagdaanan ko sa college, nandiyan ang batukan ka ng prof mo, sigawan, away at kung ano ano pa hindi talaga ako sensitive pag dating sa mga ganun eh nawala na yung pagkasensitive ko simula nung first year pero kagabi hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari. Ano to babalik nalang bigla bigla? 'Balat kayo' ako kagabi. 

May mga responsibilidad akong hindi ko nagampanan ng maayos, aminado ako dun. Sinubukan ko pero mahirap pala talaga gawin ang isang bagay pag hindi mo gusto. Mali yung ginawa ko, alam ko yun. My mistakes in the past doesn't define who I am. Pero hindi ko siguro talaga matatakasan yun.

Just like that, bigla nalang akong nag deactivate ng Facebook account ko. Ayoko talagang mag deactivate pero temporary lang naman, to try something new na rin. 

SORRY. hindi ko kayo naging close, nanghihinayang ako dun promise. I tried really hard, just so you all know pero hindi ko talaga forte yun. I was doing great in the first months, if you remember.

Lesson learned yun sa akin, hindi ko na yun uulitin. Sisiguraduhin kong pag nagka-trabaho ako ay yung gusto ko talaga hindi yung napilitan lang. 

Siguro kelangan ko munang ayusin ang personal kong buhay at pag na-figure out ko na kung ano ang kailangan kong gawin saka ako babalik sa Facebook world.