hi nessa
so lemme tell u lil something bout nessa
nessa is my bestestestest friend. we met about 3 months ago in an rp called doubledirty, about celebrities and their twins. i almost didn't apply because i didn't know if i had the time to in march and april to be roleplaying and spending all my time on the internet. i had to start studying for all the state tests and whatever else i had going on this school year. i decided to apply and made it as kasey jenner. when i went into that rp i was all excited and looked through everyone's blogs like "oh who do i ship her with??" so i got to this blog that was for justin's twin, chris. i assumed the justin and selena would be dating, so i thought, why not ship kasey with chris? i never really spoke to nessa as a friend instead of a roleplayer until we exchanged aims and started talking more often. i'd be lying if i said i wasn't intimidated by her. she was three years older than me, i was in 8th and she was graduating high school this year. i didn't like giving out my age or grade because i felt people would think differently of me and wouldn't want to be friends with me, but nessa didn't care. she just cared about the person i am and how are friendship worked. i realized how much i loved and cared for nessa the night my mom decided to leave the house after a heated fight with my dad and she asked me what was wrong. no one else on the rp did, so then i started talking to her more and more and noticed how many similarities we had and how many differences we had. we definitely have a lot of differences considering im a total white girl and she's an awesome black/spanish bitch. her family is from jamaica, guys. SHE'S BLACK I SWEAR. anyways. even though im a total white stereotypical girl, she loves me. (◕‿◕✿) and i love her just as much, maybe even more. i can't even describe to you our friendship because it's just too much to explain and i'd be here for hours on end typing about it. she can make my day in just a few moments while talking to me. she'll say something funny to make me laugh or send me a funny picture or video. she's honestly the best friend you could ever ask for and if anyone denies that, you need to take a look at her and see all the good she's done for me. i can't tell you how many times i've vented and fumed to her about my friendships at school and boys and shit at dance and family problems. she's always, always, always there for me. we've had our fair share of fights as friends. i don't consider a friendship real if you haven't fought over something. we've had a couple, and believe me, i definitely cried like a baby after each one because i was scared i was going to lose her. she's literally the best friend i've ever had, even compared to my friends in real life. nessa really knows more about me than anyone in the entire world. my closest friends in real life don't know half of the shit that nessa does. i don't think anyone can top nessa's personality. she's the sweetest, funniest, cutest, caring and most loving girl i've ever spoken to in my entire life, and if you disagree, you just need help. she's done everything for me and i just hope she knows that i'm always here for her and i always will be. when she heads off to college, i'll definitely be sad, but i'll be happy she's pursuing her dreams in journalism and i hope she uses her amazing writing ability to its best. she's the best person i've ever roleplayed with and she's the best writer i've ever seen. she's so descriptive and it just amazes me every time i read something she's written. it's just amazing how much love and compassion you can feel for a person you've only talked to over the internet. if we ever did end up meeting, i don't think i could handle it because once she'd leave i would probably cry for a while. she's my best friend. i don't think i could ask for a better one. i'll keep in touch with you for as long as i possibly can and i hope we'll be friends for a while. i don't ever want to lose touch with you because you're such an amazing person. i just want to cry because fdjsifkals i love you so much and i hope you know i will always be here for you no matter what. if we go through another fight, just remember i love you and i care for you and i'm always here for you.
i love you bey. (◕‿◕✿)
