I’m struggling to find my worth. I feel as if I have failed at life and that there is nothing I can do to fix it. I seemed to have wasted my potential and now at 25 I feel as if life has passed me by. I am to old and broken to follow my dreams. Besides my dreams are now just far away fantasies that will never be within my reach. Even now I still do not know what my dream job is or what career field I’d want to be in. I have no hobbies and no personality and I cried about the person I could have been. I feel like I have made progress in my life such as relationships. I am so lucky to have married my best friend and biggest supporter and to have him in my life has definitely improved my mental health. It’s just other times I think about how I am not where I thought I’d be in life and not doing the jobs I’ve dreamed of doing and it just makes me mourn for the person I could have been if I hadn’t failed and if I had made better decisions about jobs, careers, schools, degree plans, and everything in between.
