#failedldr

[archangellica14]

To my dearest special friend! Dank je well 😘

To my special friend..

We may never cross paths again in this lifetime, but I hope that someday, in some quiet moment, you’ll remember me …not with pain, but with a smile. Maybe you’ll think of our moments together, the laughter, the stories, and the simple days that once felt like home.

I know now that we were never meant for each other. Sometimes, connection just isn’t enough…. and that’s okay. Still, I hope I became a small chapter in your life that you’ll look back on with warmth. You’ve given me memories I’ll always carry with me, memories that still find their way into my thoughts when the night feels too silent.

It’s strange how missing you can be so loud. I miss you in the quiet moments….when the world softens and everything slows down. That’s when your absence feels the heaviest, echoing in the corners of my mind.

But I can’t share the heart I gave you with someone else’s presence. I understand you want to keep your doors open… but I’m not built for half-hearted connections. I just wanted to be chosen softly, wholly, without hesitation.

Even if our worlds no longer touch, I still wish you happiness …. the kind that’s real, calm, and kind. You deserve that.

July 2025

[tinkerbellaboo]

Yeah, I was 12 when we first spoke. Just thought you were a stupid crush that'd go away. There you were again when I was 13. Still, just thought it was a stupid crush. 14 you for sure stole my heart. 15 we were together and it was the best thing ever. Almost 16 and you're not mine anymore. Everyday I think im getting better without you but as soon as you message me its those same stupid feelings of weakness. Last December was the best December of my life so far. This December I'm looking at our old photos and conversations with a lump in my throat. I'm just thankful our friendship is still strong and that I have my friend to get me through these stupid phases of missing "us" because I KNOW I can't do this alone.