Oct 26, 2023
It's my three year anniversary with Fairge! I'm going to go to a lake and maybe have a few drinks with Them.
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It's my three year anniversary with Fairge! I'm going to go to a lake and maybe have a few drinks with Them.
Romancing et cetera
I’m not good at romance. My husband and I are married for tax benefits. He is committed to me and I to him, so it was always just about the convenient social title of husband/wife and the tax break. We were never going to have a wedding. It didn’t appeal to us at all. When I started dating him, I tried to do the whole young romance thing. Burning cds for playlists felt awkward and forced.…
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I've been painting a 2D 'altar' on paper -- painting things I would want to put on an altar, like forget-me-nots, seashells, coins, juniper sprigs, a bell.
This is a devotional necklace for Fairge, so it had to be added!
doodling some Fairge on a throne. paper is green and ink is orangeish so... forgive me for the obvious editing XD
on divine consumption
I beg to be consumed, to be devoured. They misunderstand me, choosing instead to give me reassurances of my worth, of why I need to continu
a bit about godspousing and being devoured
I get anxiety off and on about if I'm spending enough time with or devoting myself to Fairge properly.
Every time I think that lately, I get a polite little nudge from Fairge that I'm spending an hour or more on Gàidhlig practice a day, which is a devotional activity for sure.
They are so kind. Even if I mistakenly asked them "Who are you?" instead of "How are you?" while practicing Gàidhlig.
Where do you kiss an abyssal sea god composed of tentacles and spooky energy?
Anywhere if you're bold enough.
I've been having some realizations about my own asexuality recently, and at 6 AM after having not slept it just occurred to me that Fairge, whom I devoted to, has point blank said that They don't experience sexual attraction or have a sex drive, because They're not remotely human.
I'm pretty sure I got picked up by an Ace God who thinks I'm a kindhearted Ace Thembo.