#fakingthehappy

[fakingthehappy]

My world is crashing down and i want to talk about it, i just don't know how..

[fakingthehappy]

Peddling away from your bullshit and my responsibilities. Actually… just life in general ✨ - #meerspierpijndanspieren #stillfuntho #canoeing (bij Utrechtse Grachten)

[shutupste]

fakingthehappy replied to your post:NEED YOUR ATTENTION AND SUPPORT

You can do this, i believe in you ! If you need any support maybe this songs will help: eye of the tiger ( i mean come on its a classic) fight song and hall of fame really did something for me. Also the movie the school of rock is insperational about how you get where you want by working hard for it. I don’t know any more right now.. But when i do ill hit u up. Anyways you go girl, u deserve to feel comfertable in your own skin ��

Thank you so much for your support ! It means a lot to me and this is so important !! 

[fakingthehappy]

I smiled and chugged a bottle of wine. Im fine. I’m still fine.

S.B.

[thatawkwardnewgirl]

I'm sorry if i bother you but i'm still so stunned that we're mutuals. Because srsly i love your blog ! And you were like something i wanted to be and well still glad you like my blog too, at least enough for the follow back 💕

awh thanks so much darling! I love your blog as well!! You’re not bothering me at all, you can talk to me anytime! xox

[daffytje]

So I actually got tagged in this answering question thingy by my good friend crocsclub so yeah here we go!

name: Daphne

nicknames: Daf, Fnef, Fneffus, Filia (because my dad wants me to call him patria (latin for fatherland)) and a whole bunch of weird variations of those

birthday: the 7th of November

gender: female

sexual orientation: asexual(ish)

height: 1,74 m aka 5'8 feet

favourite colour: light green 

time and date at the current moment: 18:39

average hours of sleep: varies between 8 and 4 hours a night

lucky number: 7 or 16 (because 16 looks really pretty for people who associate everything with colors)

last thing i googled: 'Dragontree' and before that 'Toy Story 3 online watch' 

first word that comes to mind: Dog

one place that makes me happy: the top of the hill in the park nearby me, where you can look over the meadows beneath is

how many blankets i sleep under: 1

favourite fictional character: Kanade from angel beats. That anime seriously fucked with my heart. So much crying happened.

book: probably either The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy or Warm Bodies

animation: Howl's moving castle, Hooray for studio Ghibli!

tv show: In the flesh or Sherlock

beverage: banana strawberry smoothies/juice

food: Filled pasta kinds are the best

last movie seen in cinema: The Hobbit: the battle of five armies

dream holiday: Roadtrip through the US or through Asia

dream wedding: none probably, i feel like people see marriage as the biggest bestest thing you can do for your relationship but I feel it's really unnecessary.

dream job: either forensic researcher in a big crime fighting company or making bio-energy.

So I guess I should tag some people too, so Imma tag lesbequest,fakingthehappy, javert-fashionpolice, sherlock-potter-appreciation and harry-purrpurr

[fakingthehappy]

i feel like i'm weak for constantly feeling like crying, because there are people out there who have it so much worse and they can find the strenght to be happy so why can't i? 

i'm getting used to the breakdowns at night though. they're the one thing i almost know for sure will come back for me every night.,

[fakingthehappy]

so...

i was getting high for the first time with my friend. and we smoked for like an hour? maybe a little less. but than we thought it would be fun to go outside and just sit in the park and you know keep chilling. and it was getting dark and i was like: woow, its like, getting dark with the speed of light dude!

it took me a few days.