#fall’s handler

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Happy pride my faggot ahh weirdos that follow my blog. Oh and anyone who ends up seeing this

Have me and boyfi in flag colors @lov3rsbruis3s

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Licking you

Did you know you’re the hottest person to ever exist btw?

And nothing could make me not think that. You’re perfect. And ily mwah

Silly…biting you…

Hiii

Were you staring at my pics again…silly…..

Mwah mwah I love you. My little weirdo…

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Pinning you down and biting you biting you biting you biting you over and over and kissing you mwahh and biting you more

Oh? Fuck please…

Kissing you kissing you kissing you kissing you mwah mwah mwah mwah biting you

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My ask got sucked into the void by tumblr twice. But third times the charm… Good morning puppy. You are getting sappy ramblings I’ve been thinking while you’ve been asleep. Feel free to ignore this until you’re more awake.

I love you. God, I love you. I love your laugh. I love how carefree it is. So real and genuine. So unapologetically you. It never fails to make my day so much better. Every time we talk all I think is how I want to hear that laugh again. And I love your voice. Fuck, your voice. It’s so perfect. And I love how it gets a little higher and soft. So gentle when it’s just us. When I hear your hushed I love you’s after your all exhausted and fighting off sleep creeping in. Or when you just wake up and try and blame it on that but I know it’s because you feel comfortable with me. I love your passionate hate for zippers. And your ability to run off of just iced coffee. No matter how bad that is for you… I love how gentle and selfless you are, willing to drop things just to comfort me even when I tell you I’m fine.

I love how kind and caring you are, how you take on so much comforting other people even when you have enough on your plate for a lifetime. And I love— perhaps even envy— how strong you are. How you take it all in stride. Even if I wish you would let yourself feel it more deeply sometimes. But I understand why you can’t. Especially in a house like yours. I love how artistic you are, now you could truly nail every project if you tried. Whether that’s writing or drawing or even your fucking media project you hated making. Everything I’ve seen from you has been nothing less than amazing. I love how shy you get from praise and affection. How easily flustered you can get. Though I do hope one day you’ll hear it so much for me that you’ll finally give and believe it instead of needing to go quiet.

I love how much of a perfectionist you are, even though I wish you would let yourself have a break. Your drive is so admirable. I love your humor, and your silliness always making my day brighter, making life more worth living. You don’t know how I put up with you, but I don’t know how I’d handle everything without you. Especially you in those moments. I love how self assured you are in your style and opinions. You should always be confident in the way you look because you’re utterly handsome to me. Always will be no matter what. I could keep going, but I think it would only bore you.

I love you. I miss you already. Thank you for listening to my rambling. Just thoughts I have that pour over. I want to give you everything you deserve and more. Everything you should have gotten more of so much sooner. I hope the words I love you never hold less weight just because I can’t hold back from saying it. I want you to know I mean it every time. I love you Elias <3

Goodmorning..you’ve been on call with me for the past few hours as I slept and struggled with eating so you know that I’ve already read this but…I wanted to reply anyways…

I love you August, I don’t think I say it enough. You’re always patient with me..I don’t know why you even do it…you don’t have to and yet you still comfort me and talk to me when I’m going through it.

I love talking to you, I love being on call with you, I love just spending time with you and being close to you . It calms down my nerves and I keep finding myself smiling like an idiot whilst listening to you talk…

I’m horrible with words..especially when it comes with you…I just want to be near you, hold onto you, have you close to my heart and breathe in the sent of your hair. I just..god I need you…

I love you so much. I don’t know why you put up with me still…and yeah yeah I know you explained yourself or whatever but I stand by boy understanding why youd choose to deal with me..

..please accept these poorly written words..and let me show you I love you in the only ways I know how..won’t you…?

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Guys leaking Eli’s face rn

Sigh…you’re being put in air jail

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Iiiiiii need to teach august how to use bows a d swords so we can hunt and fight each other…

Is it truely love if you don’t want the other to stab you Atleast once?

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Asks for my loveeee

1. Does anything about jirai culture annoy you ? Or is there anything that you absolutely love about it ?

1. How explosive do you consider yourself as a jirai ?

♡ Do You Love Me ?

Hiiii Haii haiiii

1. I thought there wasn’t…since I don’t see it often. But Atleast on tumblr, how common it is to see Jirais sending each other death threats? I’ve never gotten any but…seems like theres a lot of ppl getting them so…

Love? Probably that no one questions or judges me for crashing tf out since all of us are mentally ill as fuck….

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1. I don’t think I’m THAT explosive…..yes I do crash out every day/every other day but my crashes aren’t always explosive. I do feel like a ticking time bomb sometimes tho……

🤍 more than anything else In the world. I love you loser. Mwah. Faggot.

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Dies right as I finish my version of that and tag you

Mhm…..I was dying over that too…