#irl yan

[lightyagamisnot3]

I almost want him to know all of my thoughts. How I “almost” want to isolate him and myself. How I “almost” want to display controlling behavior but I can’t because I’m desperate to give him a good taste of love. How I “almost” want him to hurt me, or how I “almost” want to control who he talks to. I don’t want to be that way, honestly, but I get a little thrill out of him potentially finding out, idk

[divinebloody]

love us till the end of time

force your love upon us if you need to

just... never stop loving us ♡

[lightyagamisnot3]

Introduction <3

Heyhey !! This is my alt blog for @alchemy-and-royalty

This serves both as a yanblr blog and a backup for my main!

My name is Kylian and my pronouns are he / they / angel / she

I’m aceflux, biromantic and demiromantic!

I am taken, so please don’t try to pursue me!

I think in unhealthy ways, but I don’t act on them!

[sea-of-obsession]

ah, the woes of yearning.

[iwilldiewithmylosingdog]

What it genuinely feels like being a new yan/baby yan

[salzwunde]

Someone forgot to close her curtains again...

[iwilldiewithmylosingdog]

What do you do if your Darling is already being vied for by two others and one of them is your best friend with more confidence and charisma than you who doesn't know you like the same person...? And they already scared the other guy into not going for your Darling?

... This is so horrible I have literally been clawing my skin over this. I don't want to hurt them and I won't let myself but it is so tempting...

They are more yan than I am and I technically knew that but I didn't start falling for our Darling until recently so... I don't know what to do...

[sea-of-obsession]

jealousy does feel like a disease. it makes me ill. it steals my reasoning before i ever notice. my logical thinking grows thorns, and every attempt to pull them free only tears at my own flesh. i fear staining you with the venom of my own ‘ugly’ side, the very same i desperately try to purge from myself. forgive me if you ever witness something you shouldn’t have, but look what you made me do to whoever threatened us. at least, they won’t stand in the way anymore. the only path you walk down is mine.