Wwell I really had fun at prom and i'm really glad nhi went. Was a little worried since her friends weren't there and thought she probably couldn't stand being with me for that long, but she told me that she had fun, i don't know i just hope i didn't embarrassed her, and made her annoyed with the whole teamkenny thing. Tbh i dont even know how it all started with the teamkenny, fuck my memory is bad. But i mean i guess it helped my self esteem a little and now i can add it to my ironic things to say. but i just hope it doesn't become annoying. But anyways, yeahhhhhh i had alot of fun at prom especially just spending time with her. But after she came to my house, i wanted to tell her about the future and how i really want her to be in it, and how i plan to get legitimately better with her help. But i don't know, i was kinda scared and idk she just looked so beautiful, i had to lean in for the kiss before the moment ended. I can't believe i forgot to tell her after. Btw i think i should control my hormones, I think i'm going to ride my bike everyday this week to keep me at bay, so i won't feel horny all the time. I hope Nhi won't be busy this weekend because well i have to give her my presents for our early 2nd month and i have to tell her my plan to get better and how she can help and her role in my life. Fuck I think she might be busy :| Idk i want to tell her fuck, i hope she can stay and hang out at my house again after battle of the tribes. That would be a little convenient so i can give her the gifts and then tell her everything. I dont know, she'll be so happy, i just hope she can. fuck