the thing is i hate the actual banddom part of spg??? like i love the characters and the music and the lore but i just. rlly hate banddomn culture bc my abusive ex boyfriend was SUPER FUCKING INTO emo bands and classic rock and i have to flee the room if a beatles song is playing and the fucking phrase “we can be heros” makes me feel physically sick and i start breathing like i just ran a marathon and hearing about how some eyeliner boy is a cinnomon roll makes me want to punch someone in the face and so the entire culture of bandoms has been ruined forever me
and also, with the exception of a few webshow host, i dont CARE about real people i care about concepts and stories and like. celebrity culture bores me and thats not a judgement of anyone who likes that sort of thing, hobbyist and fans are wonderful its just. idk i dont. give a shit about the real world, like even with history i like learning more about fashion trends and pop culture and the way people lived their lives then i do actual historical figures
like i know “im not interested in reality” sounds really pretentious but its just???? how i feel???? bluhhh












