#fangznstuffyaps

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I love fanon jeff the killer he’s so funny i hate him.

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Personally when i start to get my greywhite hairs (that if i even get to see them coming) i would never try to hide them by dying them over and over with my natural hair colour like whaaaaat THEYRE SO COOL i dont get why people are so afraid of aging physically fir aesthetic reasons, like silver hair IS SO COOL i mean i get the health complications and being scared of that and all but like dude aging is just not that terrifying imo wrinkles are just that

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I am at a constant war between wanting to kill my self and wanting to become immortal just to see how history plays out for the next millennia and because i have an unrequited love for life despite everything

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Everytime people mix the word scene with emo as “scemo” i chuckle a little cuz in italian that just means dumb (its pronounced sh-eh-mo/ sheh-mo all Toghether )

And like THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH IT COMBINED BEING SCEMO its just that i find it a little silly dontcha you think?

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Honestly i wish i wasn’t human or didn’t have to abide to human rules so i could learn about them instead, from an unbiased and neutral way. Cuz like for how much i hate humanity as a whole and all i cant help but still love it and find it fascinating, LIFE is so beautiful and complicated despite all its horrors, learning from individuals. There’s so much out there and things that don’t know and never will but i yearn to seek that knowledge. I don’t know maybe i think this way cuz i kinda always seen my self as an outsider looking from the outside in, feel excluded from ‘normality’ and society but still suffer the consequences of being unlike other in a way I can’t really seem to place. Which is tiring and rather dreadful, i wish to have nothing to do with that, social responsibility and all, but not because i wish to be malicious, i never wished to be unkind or hurt anyone i wish to learn and experience experiences without the weight of expectations. I want to removed so far off from the human narrative but still be me so that others can recognise that i really am not like them so that they can’t expect to measure me by the same standards. I really don’t fancy people. Most of them bore me. Yet there’s still something to look to.

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IM TAKING ARTFIGHT REALLY SLOWLY THIS YEAR IM KINDA BURNT OUT SORRY GUYS IF I DONT REVENGE OR ATTACK ANYONE OKAY ILY ALL 😥😥😢😢😥😢

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Things i wish to do in my life in no particular order:

• go storm chasing

•be tied to a chair

•try wearing restraining/straight jacket for funsies

•get a cat

•have an extremely flexible schedule

•go for a walk around a small town (or just in general) in the dead of night wearing a black trenchcoat and just observing

•have the coolesr style and hair ever

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And when bitter, old and grey and seemingly hate everyone and have nobody left, I’ll probably have a dog (or cat ig) on my lap who probably ill value more than anything.

This is not meant to be deep or poetic just sayin