My friends=the best people in the world.
The reason I smile and laugh everyday no matter how fucked up everything is. The reason I don't want to leave and I don't want things to change. The reason I think maybe I can eventually see myself in a brighter light. The reason I burst into tears at lunch because I'm happy they're alive. The reason I'm happy. The reason I feel my chest tighten sometimes and I think - maybe life is beautiful. They are always there and I have no idea what I did to deserve so many wonderful people supporting me.
When I got all weepy while they were singing "Coming Together" it's because I looked around the drama studio and just thought, "wow, I guess this is what happiness feels like. I guess this is what they say is a beautiful moment." When I sing "The Beauty Is" in voice, this is the moment I connect with.
What can I say, the holidays make me sentimental. But I am a million times thankful for who I've met.