But anyway I was in Berlin throughout the weekend on a concert besides hanging out with wonderful people I met for the first time in person. It was amazing <3 Then came back home where reality hit again. Started to clean my whole flat like crazy then had super weird thoughts throughout the Sunday lasting until now. So when I went to the doctor this morning waiting for my call I wrote a huge note, a farewell letter to be exact. I don’t know if I will ever publish and make use of it. But this writing explains my feeling deeply in the most honest way. Only by thinking of it get tears in my eyes and pain within my chest. And I’m sure many of you would too, therefore need to be careful with it.














