#farewelllll

[rosemarybby-blog]

alreeeeet peeps imma hit the hay. it's almost 3 a.m. here and I'm tired af.

i had an awesome first day like for real you guys are the bomb.com 

Night! ☾ 

[bendyduckcrumbleface]

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[kremaclassi]

Taking a break from this blog too. Enjoy the queue.

For the past week, I have taken a break from my main roleplaying blog and it helps that he is my least active muse in my head right now, 'cause he's sick again and. . he's just quiet. 

I need this break for various of reasons:

I can't write for shit

I'm very sad since I started this "distancing" of myself from my friends/roleplaying (Either I do it or I do it, I can't half-ass this break any longer)

My internal clock isn't fixed, it's especially hard when it's fucking hot as Satan's piss water over here and thus I do not want to ever sleep.

I need to regain confidence

Work out more

I have been pushing things I need to do away

What I plan to do during this break:

Finish season two of Doctor Who and more

Finish rewatching QAF

Watch a shit ton of movies I've put aside (if you want to recommend any, please do)

Clear my head

Help around the house and shit

Finish Sim!Voltaire's and Sim!Emilie's home so Sim!Casanova and Sim!Henriette can finally move in (It's really neat right now)

Find confidence in myself

Fix my internal clock

No longer be an annoying shit (I believe i am when it comes to asking for replies)

CONFIDENCE

Finish those novels I have about Voltaire already so I can return them to the library

Finish a Prince of Persia game

Confidence is key

Yup, that's 'bout it. Kbai. I hope to return to some exciting news and wonderful non-stop rping adventures because this girl is going to need a lot of it since she mostly won't be attending college this semester. Not sure when I'll return, but I'll come back.

OH. I will be online only to work on my replies. .which is about. .ehh. .roughly more than ten. Especially since I have a new muse now.  OKAY. .Now I go. Been fun. ANOTHER THING, IF YOU NEED ME. .JUST SEND ME AN ASK. MY EMAIL WILL INFORM ME OF IT.  okayNOWGOODBYE. Read more because I feel the need to explaining my feelings, you don't have to read it though. The importance of this post is right above these sentences.

 This break is going to hurt, it really is. It will take me back to the point when I did not have tumblr and hardly ever speak to my friends. It's bad enough that lately I have been feeling. .well, let's make a list:

Not appreciated

Not creative

Shit

Replaced

Disappointed 

That's the top five, I don't even want to type down the rest. Mainly, I've felt as a failure. People tell me all the time that I'm not and that they appreciate me. . It's just so hard to believe that when I know I am a failure. I want to be reassured always.  Not just by words but by actions. Actions speak a lot louder than words for me. A lot. Well, I'm going to go ahead and distract myself before my thoughts begin to depress me. 

[sunrainstarsmoon]

kay bye

goodnight

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