it’s really fucking shitty that i have so many fibro symptoms but no doctor will ever take me seriously bc i’m fat (and bc i’m autistic).
So many of my therapists and psychologists and others doctors of that nature tell me all the time that the amount of pain i experience on a daily basis isn’t normal but doctors just look at me and automatically assume it’s bc i’m fat.
like first of all, are we going to look into why i gain weight so easily? no we are just going to assume i eat too much and i am ‘lazy’. Well here is the thing i’m so nauseous all the time that i don’t eat a lot, and i’m ‘lazy’ bc of chronic fatigue and bc it HURTS TO MOVE.
I literally meet the diagnostic criteria and fit everything that i have found online. I have done so much research on this but i know no one will ever believe me and it’s so fucking shitty.
Why are the only people who take me serious mental health professionals? i also had this one doctor forever ago, who was the one who said i most likely have hypermobility, who took me seriously.. but i was like 10.. i didn’t know how to explain this stuff then.
idk sorry for vent that i doubt anyone was interested in reading. I was just thinking about it and it fucking sucks.












