Faux-scars: Best Picture
Probably no surprise, but it's 12 Years a Slave for me. It was the bravest, most vividly realized, moving, painful movie I've seen in a long, long while and I doubt that I will be forgetting it anytime soon. I think it is an important movie that people need to see. Not because no one knows about slavery or that it was a horrific, violent, cruel, dishonest system that existed a long time ago. People need to see it because the scars of that experience and what followed it can be seen today, but we have this strange amnesia, this almost 'get over it' or 'My family never enslaved anyone' mentality that keeps us from reckoning with its role in the birth of our nation, to keep from realizing how the practices learned in that system have been recreated and expanded since then. We have this strange idea that we need to get over some stuff, like colonialism and slavery, they're not relevant today. But there are things we're not allowed to forget, 9/11, the Holocaust, etc. Having the right to remember, to be allowed to still be traumatized is privilege at work, they say that certain people's suffering is worth more than others, others don't have the same right to real recognition or reconciliation or, heaven forbid, something approaching restoration. There are so many more stories to be told, not just about this, but what happened before and after, what's happening now, how it connects and I think we need those stories. Not just to be more honest with ourselves, but to acknowledge the things we have never recovered from and the possibility we will never truly move forward till we have bigger, more open, more honest conversations about big, scary, complicated, fraught things. I know this is painfully earnest, but this movie evoked that for me and for that alone, it was a marvel.
Gravity was beautiful. Her caught my fancy more than I expected (and had me dreaming of what the LA metro could be). Dallas Buyers Club at least brought some attention back to the largely buried (but ever so relevant) AIDS epidemic. Captain Phillips had me at the edge of my seat. The Wolf of Wall Street made me laugh (and despair). American Hustle was totally overrated but had its moments. They join a list that includes The Place Beyond the Pines, Stoker, Beautiful Creatures, The Sapphires, Kon Tiki, Warm Bodies, Before Midnight, Much Ado about Nothing, You're Next, Short Term 12 (among a buttload of others including some amazing documentaries) of movies that made me took me places I'd never been all in the space of a year. But none are, none did, none meant what 12 Years a Slave does.









