#fayvie

[fayvie]

I used to post photos of cakes I had made, and it just occurred to me that I never posted any photos of the wedding cake I made for my own wedding in October! Just a small cake for cutting, we actually fed our guests pies and homemade macarons/truffles/cookies.

[pirate-king-of-trance]

What are some of the things you haven't tried with hypnosis yet, but look forward to trying in future given the right opportunity?

Oh man, that’s not an easy one. 

I mean, the easy way to answer would be “Um, EVEYRTHING???”, but I won’t give you a cop out answer, because I like you. Also, because the more I think about it, the more I realize I have tried. O_o 

I’m gonna make this sexy. I hope you don’t mind. 

One of my favorite things to do with hypnosis is the hypnotic orgasm, or anything with hypnotic pleasure. The possibilities with those are endless, though often situationally-dependant. Now physical pleasure, combined with hypnotic pleasure, that’s incredible stuff. But alas, it’s also a thing I’ve already tried. 

However, I have yet to have a session where my subject (who is also someone I am having sex with) ends up fucking me while seeing something completely different. Vanilla people often joke about “spicing up” their sex lives by acting out fantasies in the bedroom, like the sexy nurse or pizza delivery man cliches, but as an erotic hypnotist I have the ability to create an entire world for my subject, one they can believe they are a part of. 

Imagine it, I could create an entire scene for them, even pausing it here and there to give smaller suggestions or adjust things. I absolutely love the creative aspect of hypnosis, and combining that with sex? So many amazing possibilities! 

Thank you for the ask! 

[fayvie]

What is that? It’s so... beautiful. I can’t look away

I can’t...

I...

...I obey

[fayvie]

French Macarons, baked for fun! Fayvie’s baking saga continues (not pictured, several loaves of bread)

[fayvie]

Choking down the pain of reality with wine in my new mug.

[fayvie]

Oh, you thought you were going to be the one hypnotizing me?

That’s cute.

It’s adorable how captivated you are already, I bet you couldn’t even look away if you wanted to.

Good, just like that.

I don’t mind, just keep staring and falling. It’s so fun to see you this way. Helpless to resist.

I’m sure you’d be happy to do whatever I ask of you.

Isn’t that right?

[fayvie]

Saturday Part-Two - Trying Things!

Saturday night was a whirlwind of new experiences for me. I felt incredibly overwhelmed, like I was caught in a wave of commitment and expectation. Not expectation imposed on me from anyone else, but I had high hopes of what I would achieve on Saturday, and I knew that if I pushed it off any longer, I might hesitate long enough to run out of time. So I was working on conquering my fears and doing some new things, and in hindsight I feel absolutely amazing for it. 

We returned to The Society just ahead of 10pm, and I got assistance from the lovely @trancingwithmyself in tying my corset for the first time since MEEHU1. It was such a wonderful and nostalgic feeling that made me feel ultra-confident. Not only that, but tonight was the premiere of the notorious Spiral Contacts that I ordered particularly for NEEHU. I believe they were a hit, but I'll go into more of that later on. 

I had discussed the idea of exploring certain types of play with @amhypnotic about a month before the con, and we had touched base a few times since then. I wasn't particularly great at knowing what I wanted to do, but I knew I was interested in exploring some of my first impact play, beyond spanking. I've never felt a huge allure to the BDSM side of this scene. I admired the types of play I heard about, but was unsure if I just felt curious or tempted by the idea of things. Am was so great about our negotiation and making me feel very comfortable with what we'd do, and not putting any pressure on doing more than I felt safe about. 

When I say I had no idea what to expect, I genuinely mean that I didn’t have a clue what the whole “process” was. I felt like a kid who was finally old enough to go into a sex shop, completely lost and naïve. Things were obvious in hindsight, but in the meantime, the idea of taking any of my clothing off suddenly became slightly jarring. I reminded myself that I was “Fayvie, the person who tries new things even if it scares her a little bit!” And that Fayvie can walk around without pants on if she damn well pleases. 

I don’t know the name of half the things, but I had my hands cuffed and chained above me, and we took it very slow, and all of it felt really pleasant*. My nerves rose again when other people at The Society came into the room to watch, I wasn’t expecting this, even though I feel like I should have. But everyone was quiet and respectful while I tried to embrace my inner-exhibitionist. He showed me a variety of different types of floggers, some soft and fuzzy, some more classic. I’m very relieved that he took it easy on me, as I wasn’t up for much more, but it was a wonderful introduction to the world of impact play, and even despite the light hand, I had several bruises. Thank you again to @amhypnotic for sharing that experience with me!

 That was only the start to my big evening. With pants back on, I trekked on to the next room and found @lily-ackerman, whipping an underbust corset from my bag and begging her to let me put it on her. It looked so amazing, and the more beautiful people in corsets, the better? 

The next bit feels like a bit of a blur, but I’ll try and be as descriptive as possible.

 @sebsteerpike was feeling a bit sadistic and we needed to practice for our class the next morning, therefore we decided to see what would happen if we put a brain-eating, pleasure secreting parasite into my brain. Normal people do that, right? It felt intense, and awesome, and I was having to get over being embarrassed in public very quickly when I was moaning in a room full of people looking my way. Then, the best part, I think, is when I was able to spread the parasite over to @lily-ackerman through my fingertip. Her parasite made her feel mindless and euphoric rather than pleasure, but regardless it was such a joy to see her reaction to the whole thing, all while still feeling the effects on myself. Did I mention that Lily is an absolute blast to play around with?

 I want to take a quick aside to talk about something @sebsteerpike and myself have been working through since we started working together again. Neither of us would consider ourselves poly, but we do both have an interest in playing with more people than just ourselves. This has been an exercise in patience and communication, because we both tend to get a bit jealous and grumpy whenever we’d see the other playing with someone else. But we’ve been working at it for a while, and this weekend was a huge step forward in this regard.

 The point being, when Seb went off to trance someone else in another room, I stayed behind and mused about the fun of trancing someone with my contacts. I had joked about doing this ever since I ordered them online, but it still felt like a frightening prospect where I wouldn’t know what to say when I was staring people down. A quick trance to help boost my confidence and make me feel as though all that information was right at the front of my head, easy to grab, and we were off to the races! I began a fixation induction on four people at once, @sammynona and Lily being two of them, and I’m unsure if the others are on tumblr. Whether they were so fractionated by this point, or if something I was doing was working, they eventually flopped down into a trance. All except @sammynona, who I stared at intently and reached forward, grabbing the hair on the back of his head and pulling him forward. It felt so toppy of me, yet soooooo fun!** 

I was gathering feedback and wanting to do it again when I got called from the other side of the room, @enscenic was looking for me for a particular idea we’d been bouncing around for several weeks, and the nerves set in again. But now was the best possible time it could’ve happened. I found @enscenic and @hypno-sandwich in the middle of the main room, where they were finding a place to set up. @enscenic very discreetly set a chair up in what seemed like an odd spot, but we told @hypno-sandwich that we were going to trance him, and that he ought to sit down. He immediately broke out into laughter when he saw, at his direct eye-level, a fire extinguisher attached to the pillar straight ahead.

 This was it, it was time for my three year old redemption***. No longer would I be taunted for botching a fixation induction on a fire-sprinkler, I was stronger, better than before! With @enscenic on my side, and spirals in my eyes, I felt like I could take on the hypno-world.

 But before I describe how it went, this feels like a good place to end it, since there’s still way more that happened tonight, and my post is way too long. Sorry aboot that, eh!

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* Because we had just spent a decent amount of time getting my corset on, I kept it on for the impact play and we just worked around it. One super cool feeling was when @amhypnotic took a vibrating glove and held it against the steel boning of my corset!

 ** Sorry, but no, just because I had fun trancing people at NEEHU does not mean I want to trance you, so please don’t send me message on tumblr about surrendering to my Mistress-iness, and asking for sexy hypnotizin’ ♥

  *** At MEEHU1, several of us were in a basic inductions class. Since both Pynchon and I were noobies at this point, we were practicing on eachother. I was nervous but wanted to take a shot at it. I had him fixate on the shiniest thing I could find, which was a stainless steel fire sprinkler high up on the wall of the room we were in. I fumbled, even at the start, but especially when I started specifically mentioning things like “focus on the fire sprinkler, think about how it keeps us so safe. Safe from fire” and while a practiced hypnotist may have been able to salvage this situation, I was not a practiced hypnotist.

[fayvie]

Cuddles and Drops

So the rest of the traveling was uneventful and unpleasant. Nothing particularly bad, just boring and exhausting. I couldn’t manage the amount of sleep I had hoped for the big flight, instead got through 3/4 of Dr. Strange before being unable to keep my eyes open but unable to fully fall asleep. But I made it in the end, by 10am this morning I had my luggage and I was jumping for joy messaging people that I knew would already be at the event!

It’s a beautiful day, clear blue skies, frigid cold wind, felt like home in a way. The shuttle driver was lovely and welcoming and told me all sorts of fun facts about Windsor and the hotel. Arriving at the event hotel was a bit jarring, they have massive renovations under way and the desk had to be pointed out to me. I couldn’t even believe it, but I jokingly asked if my room would be ready (It was just past 10:30), and he said yes, he could let me check in early! I felt like I had hit the lottery at that point, and then getting to see the room was even better (It’s huge, to say the least, I can’t wait for @travisthehypnotizedpuppy and @gentleboop to see it for themselves!). 

I messaged @sebsteerpike and gently asked (okay, insisted) that he come up to check it out. I was so unprepared for how nice it would be to see him again for the first time in nearly 2 and a half years. We hugged immediately, and we got to chit chatting about our respective travel adventures. We flopped onto one of the beds next to eachother and it just felt so nice to cuddle up next to someone like that again. We probably could’ve stayed there a long time if Seb didn’t lure me up with promises of my birthday gift. 

He’s well aware of how Hamilton-crazy I am, so I was really really excited to have this, I thought it was such an awesome, thoughtful gift! I look forward to scouring it in more detail at a later date ♥

And now to the part you guys are likely more interested in. The first drop always makes me so nervous. I know there’s nothing to be nervous about, but I get all tense and insecure, but that all went away when I heard, “What do you think?”

Since then I’ve been indulged in various touch-focused inductions, OMG HAIRPULLING YAAAS (i love it even more than I hoped I would, especially when I got @sebsteerpike ‘s shoulder right into my eye). I got treated to an amazingly enjoyable massage from the same, and suddenly all my feelings of missing touch were satisfied, within an hour of being at the NEEHU apartment. We also had some other fun that addressed some of the impact play I was interested in trying out ;) In no time at all I was a big ol’ pile of mush ♥

Oh, bonus gift in the form of my very own Hypno Scouts badge! In the process of thinking and plotting what circumstances I want to award these out for. Seb said it could be for as much or as little as I want, so I’m open to suggestions! 

Skip forward a little bit more, and I ran into @enscenic in the elevator, who talked to me as if we had been seeing eachother all weekend, which I thought was really awesome and I’m looking forward to hanging out with her even more! Seb and I moved up to the con suite on the 7th floor and saw the Prisms, Ariadne, Flower, AmHypnotic, MentalConfetti, Mephki, and a few others I didn’t know quite so well but intend to know more further into the weekend. As they went back to the consent symposium, I snuck a huge piece of apple pie back home to my waiting tummy. So who’s really the winner here?