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[mindyandmommy]

We're very excited to officially launch our blog on December 14th with Faze Magazine! So excited to tell our story and share our blog with 100 mother and daughter couples!

[thoughtbeneathfilm]

TBF pwning at Faze Magazine's #glowgirl event. Fun times! #fazemagazine #faze #tbf #thoughtbeneathfilm

[people-always-leave]

You will never know.

Last night my two girlfriends and I go out to an event that was hosted by Faze Magazine called "Power-Up" it was an all girl event, they were giving out prizes. One of the draws were perfumes by Vera Wang called Lovestruck. What we had to do is write on a heart shaped paper what we were "Lovestruck" about. My two other girlfriends had no idea what to write about, so they just put down the first thing that came into their minds. I on the other had knew what I was Lovestruck about because this had been on my mind for almost a year now. 

I wrote:

"There is this boy in all my classes named Michael who I have liked for long time now, and I have never been able to tell him how I feel. If I win this, I will confess."

I wrote that out of fun, out of thinking I would never win it. 

Little did I know, but how the draw worked was they would read everyones messages and pick the best one, I did not know this until Tyler Medeiros, was up on stage calling my name out, and reading my messages on stage in front of probably what seemed like hundreds of people. They asked me to come up on stage and claim my prize. 

I was overwhelmed. It wasn't that I was going on stage in front of all those people or the  fact that, everyone just knew my biggest confession. It was the fact that, they told me, I needed to promise them, since I won, that I will confess. They asked my to promise in front of hundreds of people that I would confess to you. 

I never thought this would happen. Was that really fate? Because I had given up all idea of you. The whole point of writing that paper was to confess onto it, and finally let you go. 

I still can not believe this happened, and what sucks even more is I can never tell you. I can never share this moment with you, the moment of everyone cheering us on for our relationship to happen. Hundreds of people cheering me on to confess. 

And yet, there is no way, you will ever know. You will never know these feelings I hold on to for you. You will never know this night happened, and that fate might be, just might be, with a little luck, pushing up closer, giving me a sign.