oh... my sweet baby. he just wants to get his degree and help all the animals first hand eventually. for now he just takes vitals and helps around the clinic while trying to push himself through school.
his grandma was the only one he had left before she died, it was brutal and hard to grasp at 6 years old.
he lived in a youth home most of his life. eventually aged out of the system.
got himself into a lot of trouble just to get the attention. led himself to being groomed when he was 16. no one really kept him from it or was ever told to be wary. he had no one to at the time. the only way he get’s out of his head is when he oversexualizes his body. gave him hypersexual tendencies for sure
he isn’t really ashamed of his past, caspar is naturally curious but he’s so shy sometimes. he thinks he’s undeserving of a lot of things. this makes him sooo fucking self destructive
i feel like before he met eli he didn’t know how to accept being truly cared for. these boys have a soft spot in my heart with how eli is down to always reassure him with how caspar sees things in black and white. it’s either bad or it’s good and i feel elijah helps him see through that uwu
he only started to get an ego seeing how much money he could make being a whore in the internet. still so shy, soft spoken and he loves to prove people wrong with his past.
with how much this mans had been through he remains humble and i admire him so much.
before his sister was murdered rae was gonna go to law school. his schedule revolved around his grades and when the news got out everyone wouldn’t stop talking about it around him and it all became too much.
he went from a straight a student to dropping out in 2 months flat.
his older brother got him high after his sisters funeral and he’s been chasing it ever since. not a fan of hard drugs, just numbing himself with anxiety medication and grows weed in his closet. sells on the downlow to pay rent
he got his first modeling gig at 15, it was just something he did when he was approached in public about his looks. he was a gorgeous kid and is an even more ethereal man. he knows it too but he’s humble abt it
rae’s soft still. he eventually healed enough to want to carry the weight of other people’s problems at all times it seems. if he can focus on someone else’s issues he wouldn’t have to confront his own right?
he spends most of his money on weed and his pc set up. talks a lot in his streams. he’s a big fan of anything that would chill him the fuck out and talking is one of them.
top tier twink though ngl. i love him with my whole ass heart. playboy model right here
he prowled on the internet for some sketchy gigs just to validate himself. i feel cas and rae meet in the middle when it comes to sexualizing themselves.
he’s so sweet. rae genuinely cares about other people’s feelings, an empath if you will.
i feel like he would chose any other route than to be mean to others. though dealing with his sister’s death had him acting like quite the edge lord. his parents of course didn’t handle it well at all. sometimes he felt like his mom would have preferred it to have been him rather than her.
