#fckthis

[pinkcaseotakadl]

I’m not crying yOU’RE CRYING!!

Traducción:  Ruki: Tampoco esta aquí, eh... ... Ruki: (A donde demonios se fue... ...?) Ruki: (Finalmente terminó perdiendo la afección hacía mí y me abandonó?  ... ...Justo al igual que mi madre lo hizo.)

[butyoutoldmeiwasfunny]

F**K THIS WEATHER #hot #kansas #weather #fckthis #wtf #fypシ

[pntbttrspn]

HOW MUCH TIME IS TOO MUCH TIME?

How much time is too much time? For grief, loss, or just time to yourself. Do people be all up in your clock? If there is a time limit I'm not tryna overstay my welcome ya know. I want to be done with this part of my life already and crazy enough we don't have the right to say when the cycle is done torturing us.

I'm stuck between, I see his progress BUT I also see the cycle I'm gonna re-enter if I don't take this opportunity for myself. Be a little selfish dammit! This is my ONLY opportunity to live on my own, have my own, and think of only me and cootie (my cat) but I guess you can take that as a double entendre LOL. It's scary out there in them streets. Everybody sleeping with somebody, then, of course, there's COVID, PLUS I would have to go through another dating cycle. Ugh just let me trip over a 6ft + nigga, who embodies everything I missed praying for in the last nigga I prayed for if that makes sense.

I feel as though I'm wasting too much time, I could be out there getting shit done while I have the time by myself. At the same time, I feel like I haven't taken enough time to heal. How can a pillow weigh me down in the morning? I can barely get up, to work out, to work, to get out of bed. I somehow snatched myself out of bed to write this. All my friends keep telling me to create a tinder and I'm pretty sure they gave me other wise words regarding healing from this but that's all that stuck with me. Why? I have no clue, maybe just maybe I wanna see how I will match up against those other bitties. Or maybe I want to get back in these streets. OR hear me out........it's another way for me to overstay my welcome in this shitty hell loop!

[graceeedaway]

I'm so tired of all the bullshit i've been given by this person who'se supposed to be making me feel good about myself... but what can i do? im just someone who he comes to when he needs something.

[my-ownfucking-mind]

feeling it.. fuck

[ammonite-yoru]

WTF am I so fragile? tbh

Me

[hochgenommen]

Überall festhalten um nicht umzukippen

[singkitngumiti]

I’m so damn sad again. Why always like this?