Amismanitrenic
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a fearenic term related to the following line from Fears End;
"And what if I did give in. How bad could it really be to just be one again. To have this be all over and we can be free. Be seperate from humanity much of what I am. I am the form. Amis. The form who came from nothing, from void, from the dark. And I know who I am now, not arkeneas. Not John, Not Sam.
Amis.
The name I kept from everyone but myself. Mostly out of preservation, survival. For the greater good I thought. For protection of a being I thought I wanted. This taste of what humans call, emotion. Morality. To taste some thing un felt to a god but seen by humanity.
In a way we are the same. We are one, clinging on to one another like art on a vase. Like peanut butter and jelly. However, it isn't explained in words who we are besides calling it a form. It isn't supposed to be defined. We aren't either.
I am the form and always have been. Always will be.
But what I had, what I have in this life was good. A sense of thrill, of freedom with the wind, of partnership. Of grief, and of merriment. Of pleasure and of pain. All melding into an experience solely meant for beings not of a higher realm. For beings such as humans.
I can't just let it go that easily. Not for a long shot."
See also; Fearenic [link] Tagging; @radiomogai, @eternivers, @etrnchive
