#feat. colin

[arabelladxnna]

[text]: Called Apple, my penis pics are safe.

[text - squirrel hater 💪] : wait those were yours

[text - squirrel hater 💪] : a part of me wants to say “gross” but another part of me HAS to say “damn”

[theactualnest]

Mina + the heavy stuff 0.2

i mean colin is easier because i think mina sort of knows where she stands with colin and it’s easy and he just sort of pats her on the head and gives her a hug and a bit of chocolate and tells her to ring if she needs someone to talk to

but harry is difficult because things with harry have never been easy like with colin like harry is a bit of a grey area and like yeah the jar was important for him but she sort of feels like he’s repaid that debt after everything when hunter and gustave moved away like if anything she owes him and she wishes that she didn’t think of things that way but she doES okay because she has so much respect for harry and i think she’s always sort of felt like a bit of a burden to him and that’s a really terrible feeling to have but her mum’s sort of engrained that way of thinking into her head hasn’t she

like i genuinely don’t know how to phrase this without it sounding really self-loathing and sad and like it is sad but it sounds like she’s more unhappy with herself than she actually is and ugh for want of a better phrase like she just sort of feels like things might have been easier if she were to just sort of remove herself from the situation

like not that she never knew any of them because she doesn’t feel that way at all it’s just that now that things have changed she just feels sort of in the way and useless and she’s not herself and the !!!!~~**~MINA!!!!~~**~~ is gone and it’s sad and she just wants the !!!!~~**~MINA!!!!~~**~~ back you know like what happened where did it go did she return it to primark by accident when she was returning those hideous jeans like what the fuck you know???

for a period of time i think she gets in the habit of walking charley to school in the mornings and i really do think it helps a bit you know like charley’s probably still in primary around this time and maybe he holds her hand when they walk and maybe they talk about things like maths and pretty girls in his class and pretty girls he’s met at the park and small northern towns and big eastern cities and maybe some mornings they don’t talk at all

if harry is hard then hunter is almost impossible because like

i dunno lamb like she just really doesn’t want him to see her without the !!!!~~**~MINA!!!!~~**~~ and it’s not that it’s the first time but it’s the fact that it’s happened again and she’s lost it and she’s not sure how she found it the first time or if it even went away completely then she just knows that she doesn’t want him to worry because look at how amazing things are going for him like would you want to be the cloud over that parade i don’t think you would no

idk like maybe she just sort of pops in for the day and maybe it’s not even for the conversation maybe it’s just for the hug