DWC February 2023 - Day 5 - Ambition/Relentless
She wasn’t going anywhere in particular, and that bothered some sorts of people. But not her. Today was not a day for hard ambitions, though she was productive in her way. Khaeris had found herself floating through camp talking and laughing with a variety of people, after the solitude of the day before.
She had woven herself a flower crown and had danced with the children of the Dragonscale Expedition earlier. The blacksmith had made bells on tiny chains for her feet and she walked barefoot through the little town of tents. Card games and even a game of chess in the early afternoon had capped out the hottest part of the day, though the breezes that came through the ravines were playful.
She’d helped brew healing potions and made poultices. She’d cooked dinner with the cooks and eaten over stories exchanged.
Her eyes roamed through the constellations, head sticking out of her tent and pillowed by her hands. She’d left her daily messages to Pollux (and a picture of her dancing taken on her comm by a drakonid child that afternoon) and then gone to empty her mind; but her thoughts wandered rather than settled.
Ambition had never been her driving force. Survival and Curiosity, those were the things that drove her. But Pyraelia was ambitious, always working and researching. Pollux was ambitious-adjacent? He seemed to like where he was in rank, but he’d climbed fairly high and sacrificed much to get there. Ahuatli was at the pinnacle of her cultural artistic community and Khaeris knew it had been a hard won and deserved prize. Helal was ambition embodied at times, at least when he wasn’t lounging like a sated cat.
Did it bother anyone that she was so rudderless? Did she care of it did? What was she missing? What would she even want so much that she’d be relentless? Nothing seemed that compelling to her. Work was fun but she wasn’t obsessive. Dancing was natural and as necessary as breath--but she didn’t need prizes or accolades to find joy in it.
No, her ambition was to see as much as she could, experience as much as she could. She smiled to herself, watching the larger moon march across the sky. It was enough.
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