Feb 9, 2020
i feel so bad that every time life picks up i fail at producing stuff and i feel like y’all get bored of me/impatient waiting for new stuff D:
#in a weird bad place rn where i'm spending all my time and energy thinking about masters project but all i really Want to do is write and cr#create*#and i'm getting almost zero feedback on fics bc i published them all so long ago and y'all have probably already read em/don't have any more#feedback to give...#weird circle of needing to write to get feedback/needing feedback to write? i'll get there haha#hopefully i'll be out of the microscope room by next week and i'm getting exam results on monday so once i've had a proper panic abt those#i'll be able to spend more time on things i enjoy#going back and forth abt whether i should do another dance performance too hhhhmmm#i'll delete this later i'm just having some thoughts#.jtxt