pissy fucking rant i keep thinking about ( you can share your pov if you want )
WHY does it seem like healthy feedees + gainers / those who r trying to stay as such r p underrepresented in the community like every time i scroll on tumblr all i keep on seeing is this HUGE HYPERFOCUS on extremes and immobility and basically helplessness to the point where i sometimes feel pretty excluded in this community bc to me being plus size and growing LITERALLY MEANS HAPPINESS AND THE BEST STATE IM IN WTF and im gonna b real this kinda affected my self image and self esteem and shit ( and believe me when i say i'm hard to be let down in the first place ) because like i said , i have this kink to empower and improve myself in the first place NOT RUIN MYSELF IN THE PROCESS
this could b the fact im very health conscious ( to the point of possibly having health anxieties ? ) in the first place ( in fact even the thought of running out of breath scares the shit outta me ) but still i want to be apart of this kink and i love the aspect of gaining and growing and getting fatter and shit but it's this fucking part that upsets me sm
