Ahhh the feeder to feedee pipeline. It's a classic! If any more of us go down it, it could burst 🤭 Here's an audio where I talk to you about how that change must be feeling, and all the thrills that have opened up to you.
This is inspired by someone very special on tumblr who is experiencing that for themselves~ 😏
Script below the cut! 💖
It's honestly not too surprising, when you think about it. Your switch to the more indulgent side... Being a feeder comes so naturally to you.
The love of all things fat woven into everything you say, the wicked teasing, as well as the compassionate adoration. Your words, like honey, thick and sweet, as they drizzle through the brain. Paired with some gorgeous photos, you produced a siren spell, that captured so many people. Despite their best restraints, they ended up on your shores all the same - hungry, and eager.
Except, there's one person you never expected to capture. You.
You've never lied, in all your encouragements and teasing, you speak the truth in what you say. It *does* feel amazing to give in, and now you're not informing people of that experience, you're living it yourself. You wanted to know what it was like to live that truth. Eating what you love, when you love, in whatever way you love. And as you do, all your encouragement comes flooding back in your head, every time you give in to the other side of things.
You wonder about just how many times you've articulated to people that they'll be happier fatter, as you squeeze a not-too-old pair of gym shorts up your thighs and over your ass. You feel such a buzz, as the leg openings pinch you, and the tight elastic of the waistband makes your soft stomach swell out over the top. You're already taking up more space in the world. You feel happy.
You settle yourself down on your bed, sinking in to your mattress for a very relaxing evening, and think about your desire for hand-feeding someone else slices of pizza and beer. It flashes through your mind, as you yourself put an empty box and empty bottles to one side, giving your round belly a rub.
You lie back, and think about the time you expressed a want for a cute fatty to lick your spatula clean, as you currently polish off an entire batch of chocolate-chip cookies you baked earlier on.
It's been a very thrilling, and filling time for you, and the realisation settles in, as all the food in your stomach settles down. This is not a one-off thing. How could you leave it at just this? There are so many things you want to try, so many more things you once told others to try. If anything, with all that feeder knowledge, you're an expert on gluttony, on indulgence... and now, you can't wait to put it all into practice, on yourself.
Despite being full, your mind wanders to what you're going to eat tomorrow. As you drift away into a soft sleep, your hand idly, subconsciously caresses your belly.
well no one came and tried to harass me for my fat jinshi ideas so I guess I'll start SLOWLY posting my feedist fandom ideas (Gods have mercy that these fandoms don't find me and hurt me or something). Oh and let be on record the Jinshi and Maomao in these feedist scenarios are legal and consenting adults.
Fat Jinshi ideas Part 2!
Eunuch Jinshi:
Probably gains weight to hide his military training. He gains weight from through eating many sugary sweets, attending private dinner parties, and tea ceremonies to keep up the facade of a low ranking noble. Often seen snacking on sugary sweets. I wouldn't be surprise that this Jinshi is probably being supplied sweets by Maomao (she's experimenting on him, he knows and he doesn't care). Resembles Quac Doc in the fact he's now squishy and appears non-threatening. May or may not be considered beautiful anymore or beauty similar to that of the moon's roundness (as he is often compared to the beauty of the moon or a celestial maiden). His soft looks however are disarming as he further gains weight because he looks so soft. Endearing to many people (which deeply frightens and amuses Maomao. she becomes even more grateful that he wasn't born a woman. He would've been the next Empress). He probably gains weight in his belly and lower thighs which is hidden by his robes. One wouldn't know his true physique unless you were in his inner court. He's a soft man with the gaze of a goddess and probably accidentally started some rumors either questioning if he was a woman or a God reincarnated once he's this softened fat man. Jinshi both hates it and uses it to his advantage. But either way he loves the way Maomao curls up around him or sometimes squishes his fat as she finds it fascinating how his fat distribution plays out as Maomao remains petite and doesn't really gain weight. Alright enough on this Jinshi.
Ka Zuigetsu (Jinshi):
In this reality, Jinshi is the heir to the empire. Maomao the daughter of a high ranking military tactician and also a court lady. But she's moonlighting as that while also being (secretly) a doctor in training. This Jinshi is more strong fat. He gains weight again to throw off his opponents. He plays a similar role to his Eunuch counterpart, this is just him if he grew up in his official role as the heir. Probably due to military training constantly hungry because he's constantly training his swordsman ship, archery, and hand to hand combat. He's actually a big man, fat rests in his belly but it's a harder gut and again people think he's some fat, spoiled fuck. Maomao carefully monitors how much he gains and has him specifically eating certain dietary herbs to increase fat growth, appetite enhancement, and muscle growth (she's a bit of a mad genius like her dad). Once the Emperor and General find out they're kind of in awe of her talent but also terrified how efficient she is. Jinshi's beauty still is the most terrifying thing about him because here comes this soft faced royal with the beauty of a moon goddess, well deserving of his name, who's built like an ox and eats like one too.
Oh and Jinshi and Maomao's feedism dynamic!
Eunuch Jinshi and Maomao: Jinshi is a switch feedee, Maomao is an asexual feeder. Maomao doesn't really seem all that sexually interested in anything but i do think she would accidentally awake a medical play kink in Jinshi with her clinical appraisal of his body and her slight concern of his overindulgence in sweets. In this she doesn't see the appeal but she can acknowledge that his build is nice and far more warmer compared to him simply muscular. Aesthetically she finds it appealing but not much else.
Ka Zuigetsu Jinshi and Maomao: Jinshi is a dominant feedee, Maomao is an admirer/feeder but again she's still somewhere on the ace spectrum. This Jinshi knows what he wants, wants to stuff himself, will, and when he's not playing pathetic weak prince, would love to see someone try to order him (he used to be a menace especially as a teenager but Gaoshun and his grandma helped him chill out). Maomao having grown up around his type actually enjoys Jinshi when he's being himself and not giving a fuck. She hates that she likes seeing him a little messy and enjoy his food. She likes that he acts like he loves life through food. She likes his strongfat build and again from clinical perspective like to see the different ways fat and muscle interact. But also, she appreciates is dedication and effort. It surprisingly makes him more attractive to her which is why she helps him out so much even though her dad hates him and he can't even give a good reason (other than no man, NOT EVEN THE CROWN PRINCE will ever be good enough for my daughter, hiss).
I want to take advantage of you. I want to be the reason your shirts are fitting more snug, the reason your appetite has grown. I want to feign surprise when the number on the scale starts creeping up. I want to be the reason you give in. I promise I’ll make it worth it.