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9. worst part of canon?
answering this abt uu. the fact that the server was retconned to be 5+ years old when IN REALITY. SPOKEISHERE'S FIRST EPISODE STARTS WITHIN DAYS OF THE SERVER STARTING. EVERYTHING STARTS BEFORE THE ENDER DRAGON WAS KILLED. parrotx2 when i fucking get you
every unstableverse episode has a 50/50 chance of completely fucking up any sense of linear time. the entirety of the new spoke ep has the zam statue destroyed like it was at the end of the last wemmbu ep. 3 hours into the spoke vid, wemmbu destroys spoke’s base. which was the first thing that got griefed in wemmbu’s ep. and then i’m not even gonna MENTION the fuckery between wemmbu’s 2nd ep and parrot’s 2nd ep
projecting my fibromyalgia pains and agonies upon Specifically strength!flamefrags. laser of back and joint pain
actually distraught rn :((((( i went to my fav cafe bc i finished my last exam and found out they closed down last week
holy fuck i just realised. my jaw bullshit means that i’m physically disabled. especially when it gets inflamed and makes it agonizing to eat, speak, or just. open my mouth. and makes my ear have a ton of pressure from the swelling. for a couple weeks at a time. holy shit.
oh yeah and there’s nothing that can be done to fix it, only to make inflamations less frequent (night retainers, bc APPARENTLY i grind my teeth now). oh and when my jaw DOES get inflamed, i can’t take anti-inflamatory meds bc then my kidneys n platelets n shit start to lose their minds. so i just need to suffer for those 1-2 weeks
but yeah that is. definitely something to wrap my head around. fuck.
god. as an endogenic system caused by the brain juice getting mixed up and being like “ope we have different people here now,” seeing anti-endos hurts so much.
we see all these cool people and then they’re like “we actually hate that you exist” and it just fucking sucks. we just want to be understood and loved and accepted, but we’re met with so much poison and internalized ableism.
why can’t both traumagenic and endogenic systems be valid? why do we have to take turns on the valid? it’s not fair. all systems face the same issues of lack of understanding from non-systems, so why can’t we just be nice to each other so we get the acommodations we all need?
also if any fellow endos tags this traumascum, ur part of the problem 2
- blue, void, & tommy
WHY ARE THERE 2 REVENGERS IN MCYT WHO KNOWS IF I’M TALKIN ABT THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO KILLED VITALASY WHILE CLOWN WAS BEING SAD OVER HIS SHIT BEING IN A HOLE OR THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO ROBBED SAM AND PUT HIM IN JAIL FOR KIDNAPPING