#feeling gray

[usinggraydar]

Feeling gray

[shower-poetry]

Washed away

You make me feel gray. Gray as in — My memories are now far more colorful than the reality you drained of its light.

[itssoooeasy]

[ian-the-existential-crisis]

Is it better to be selfish or sad?

[heavens-forbidden-only]

I wish.. I wish I could channel the blues out of my body ever so slightly without harming myself and leaving a terrible and irreparable scarred soul and tissue. I wish I could pick myself up every time I fall back harder than before, I wish I could do so much with my life but my life itself holds me back from being me. I wish I knew how to handle things better on my own, I wish i was smarter than I am, I wish I wasn't so insecure about everything. I wish I was attractive, I wish I was healthy, I wish I was strong, I wish I could wish for more than just a wish. I wish that nothing was impossible without thinking it, I wish I was many things in the past, I wish I could've been more than many things but something. I wish I'll be ever more than I am today. I wish.. I wish.. I wish with all that's left of my heart, will, and soul, I wish I was no longer alive nor existed to begin with. ...I wish..

A poem by me.

L.G.

[the-lifestyle-17]

You can only pretend to be okay for so long till you remember there gone and it hits you and suddenly it's like he air escapes your lungs and every thing feels like it's turning gray and your heart starts to race like the blood is draining from your veins.

[00ugh18]

[morbid-twat]

Lipstick matches my shirt which matches my mood