#feeling left behind

[rheingoldweg12a]

This is so tragic... @khaladriel

[coffee-n-bunnies]

It’s all my fault. Why did I try so hard at uni....

I’m so angry at myself but I also want to cry. I know it’s my fault for not studying hard enough and now I’m seeing all my friends get into med school while I’m stuck behind. How did we go from being equals, and where my GPA is actually better than them, but having a lower gamsat result cause us to have such a big difference in our futures. You would think it would make even it out, especially for equal weighting schools but it’s not. I’m so mad that my GPA means nothing to med schools. All they look at is the gamsat and I’m so mad at myself for not trying harder. I know it’s my fault, but I just want to cry so much, but I can’t since it’s my fault. Why did I fuck it all up?

So many unis pretty much only consider gamsat and interview scores. Even some unis that give out interview offers based on both gpa and gamsat will re-rank students based only on gamsat and interview. The gpa is only a tie breaker. A near perfect GPA means nothing. Absolutely nothing. All it relies on is gamsat. One that u can either study really hard and may still not get results, even dumb luck doesn’t even work for some of us. I envy all those who did well on it, especially those who didn’t even study and did amazing.

I hate myself so much right now.

[chisaharu-chiha]

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BRAVE BUN JOURNAL #2; Monday June 22, 2026~

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Hey I'm awake because my head is spinning and thinking too much~

Feelings in my head rn:

Therapy/meds: Can't wait to start so I can get over the first session and see where I'm at and go from there.

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Never too late/it's over: You know people always tell you it's never too late but, you can't help feeling as though you're so far behind you tell yourself what's the point. I also like to think it's embarrassing and I'm too late since I'm old enough and I should have had myself figured out ages ago.

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Fear and time ate me whole and there is only myself to blame. Guess I feel guilty for letting it get this bad and losing out on so much.

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Probably said this before but, I would never wish debilitating anxiety on anyone who ever lived. It's very crippling and messes with your sanity and you become way more oo sensitive and triggered.

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[asisnowarranties]

[lvderfleur]

when all of your friends have partners and you’re stuck feeling left behind and isolated because to you, they’re your no.1 but to them, you’re not anymore.

it hurts knowing a friend always comes below a lover…like I know it’s a natural process and I was preparing myself for this to happen but it doesn’t mean it hurts any less.

[ablramon]

(AGAIN. MAY 12, 2024).

✧ socials ✧ inprnt ✧ kofi ✧

over and over and over and over.

(a gif of the process can be found below! and i made a tiktok vid for it too)

i challenged myself by drawing faces without a reference. very difficult. i just wanted this over with. ughhhhhhhhhhhh,

[beletriste-sapatetica]

I wonder if you know those youtubers we used to watch when we were younger are uploading again

and if you're watching them now, like I am

I suppose you are not

[lorare13]

Influence, inspiration, that twinge feeling from getting left behind?

Whatever it is, process your emotions into something meaningful, productive, something anything.

Don't just let it pass by and disappear in the moment.