#feeling rant

[charliesangels2fullthrottle]

I'll come out stronger on the other end.

You had the courage to end something that was dying fast, and I wanted to hold on with every fiber of my being because I was so scared of being alone. I've done my crying for the past couple weeks. I'll probably still cry today, but I know it will be me moving on, instead of me holding onto something broken. I'm sorry you didn't know how to handle being in love. I'm sorry that my love was too much for you. And I'm sorry you're losing me. I'm a young, beautiful, smart, kind, funny person. I deserve someone who appreciates all of that. I deserve more. I deserve more.

[drowsy-candy]

i feel so lost and dumb

like i can’t let myself think im a lost cause, bc i still have some hope but really in the end i just want to drift off somewhere

i’m not exactly a true believer in any creative idea. i genuinely wish i could cry to a song or movie, i want to feel connected again . . but anytime i try to, and have gotten reciprocation i genuinely hate it

even when i have to slowly move out of my comfort zone and just do it with ease, it always tumbles in the end. doesn’t seem like a ton of redemption for me,

i can’t share this irl cause i don’t wanna whine, ik people don’t care That much about me, like i get it. i just want to articulate something, or an idea of any kind - something to express, and just find it, find something that matters to me.

[qtti]

Extreme isolation. I don't belong anywhere at all. I'm odd, I'm off, they don't even know who I am actually deep down. I'm funny, energic I'm silly, witty, and so so caring. But they don't know. Will they ever know? That I'm not the person they see? An anxious, lonely bastard. They hate me. They don't like me. I don't belong. I don't belong anywhere at all. Nobody gets me, not ever my "friends", they don't actually give a single shit other than themselves. Stop fucking pitying me assholes. I don't need anyone. Fuck everything.

[cutesunggyu]

If I'm being honest, ever since the election, it's been so incredibly hard to be around some people I've known and liked for years due to their very clear lack of empathy and hard heartedness towards any minority group or people who've been targeted by Trumps platform and administration. I feel so nauseous around some people now and hate that this conflicting feeling of liking them but also wanting nothing to do with them because of this. This also, sadly, includes my parents. I love them, but due to recent events, I kind of want nothing to do with them either. I truly just want to leave this state and everyone behind because it's continuously becoming more clear that I do not belong here.

[krystalwolves]

I've always been the victim of bullying. Ever since I was little. My "friends" would use me as the punching bag. So now days, when I'm constantly being made fun on or get shit on, i end up feeling like crap. It's just what I'm use to. People don't make fun of me as a joke, they do it to hurt me. It's always been like that. So, is it wrong when people keep making fun of me that I call them out? They make excuses but it doesn't do anything cause I still feel shitty. Like are they really my friends? And when I ask them to tone it down, they don't do it so should I consider them my friends? I love them with all my heart but it still hurts. I don't want to go back to that dark place. I don't want to feel like the punching bag again.

[la-decimoterceras]

I know how some Madridistas have blacklisted Lewandowski after what happened in that CL match but GDI that guy is so attractive *________*

But he's still not forgiven. Nope.

[kenzburp]

I'm...depressed.  Just in a weird place.  A relative has a short amount of time left and I'm just...unsure how to feel.  I'm sad, don't be mistaken, but there's a lot more.