May 19, 2021
feeling real.... how you say... bad about myself rn besties.
#like im not trying to beg for sympathy im just. in a bad mood#grumpy#nothing feels right like I cant.#not a show not a video not a playlist not a game#im just like. huffing and puffing around#nothing is right#feeling real....#everything ive made is reprehensible garbage#i want to delete every trace of my creative work from the internet#like im real. stressed out right now#about how bad all my shit is and how embarrassing it is to have out there for consumption#im also like. covered in bug bites out of nowhere#and being itchy fucking SUCKS big time