#nothing is right

[cranberry-branflakes]

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[the-tree-dancer]

bit of a different post to my normal shouting of my interests so tread w caution ig

i dont know who i am

everything just always feels wrong and no matter what im doing i feel like i should be doing more. im tired all the time and i just kinda wish everything was over and done with. dont get me wrong, ive been su1cidal in the past, but i genuinely enjoy living these days. i dont know. maybe everythings fine and i dont need to have my whole life sorted at 15. but i feel so far behind and i feel like i just keep tripping over myself. i feel like putting a label on things is the only way to keep myself up to standard or something, but i can barely decide what my name is. i dont know who i am.

i dont know my name

i dont know what i identify as

maybe im bi, maybe pan, or just aroace and everything i ever thought was just wrong, maybe its nothing at all

maybe im a boy, or maybe im a girl, maybe nothing at all, i cant tell

maybe my name is setheo, or maybe fawaz or tawfiq, maybe its koda, maybe i just dont have a name at all

maybe i should go into history, or english, maybe science would be better, or maybe nothing at all

nothing is right, everything is wrong, everything is left, but nothing is right.

maybe im just 15 and dont need to have everything figured out. or maybe i do need help that im too scared to ask for.

[dicktat]

Fever…feels weird

[heartbreakfeelsogood-moved]

get in loser we’re going to go scream

[random03gay]

[katyobsesses]

Everything about this movie is wrong and I want to scream

[natjennie]

feeling real.... how you say... bad about myself rn besties.