#feeling tender

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

It's so hard when you want to be there as a caregiver, but you can't. My stone service top desires extend outside the bedroom. I want to make my bottom feel safe, loved, protected. Relieve her from the weight of life, even for just a moment.

[califoreignian]

Just want to get really high and cuddle puddle with people I love

[kataninjaa]

i finally caught up to sense8 and when nomi and amanita fucking propose to each other omg. omg. im soft..... 😭😭😭

[thtjuly9th]

no makeup no filter just pure soft energy

[lucyfrostblade]

you won't see this but if you do: i forgive you

[robbyinthesun]

Cw: briefly alludes to past traumatic relationships/sexual assault

(edit- I say men, but when I talk about future relationships I mean people with genders similar to my own)

Ok I said I was gonna go to bed,,, and then I got a lil sad. So if you followed me on the blog Tumblr pulled the plug on you might know my mental health has been kinda rocky this week. I've had a lot going on at home that involve a number of my relationships and it's just been a lot. On top of this I am also sick (I'm disabled with a number of autoimmune disorders so when I catch something it just really fucking sucks). So I finally got in a comfy position where I'm propped up, and the angle I'm laying at with the pillow I hold against my chest it almost mimicked being held and like, it hit me how badly I want to be in a good, healthy romantic and sexual relationship with a man (in general) but especially as a man*. Most of my previous boyfriends (back when I thought it was straight to like men), our relationships felt like it was a "what can I get out of them" (the guy to me) kinda thing, in a sexual way, but also other ways sometimes. Our relationships weren't mutually beneficial and they took what they wanted. And I just, so desperately, want to get to be in a relationship with a man and know that they want me regardless of sexual activity or what they can "get" from me.

All of this to say I guess I would like the opportunity to be treated like a person by a man who cares about me, and for me to be safe in it/with him.

I'm extra tender recently, which is good, actually. The yearning helps me better understand my past and what I want for the future.

If I can't sleep I'm probs gonna watch god's own country. love the theme of learning to embrace tenderness from and for others (plus the story isn't about coming out/being outed and there's a happy ending).

Anyways, if anyone wanted to throw some tenderness my way between all the nsfw stuff, that'd be cool.

Alright, nyquil ramblings over 💗

[grimfey]

the little circular motion that your grandmother’s fingers make, nails painted with french tips, as she tries to unstick plastic from plastic, to place a garbage bag in the trash. 

[iwannashyne]

I hope you have such a beautiful day today!!! You are an earth angel and you will get everything you deserve soon. You're beautiful and sweet. I'm sorry you're hurting so deeply. Things will look up for you, and you will get through this now and every time that is to come.

omggg thank you so much for this baby angel. this is the sweetest mesaage evr. ims otry it took me so long to andwer but i will cherish this for so long when i first saw it i sc it n kept reading it ovr n ove all day. u r an earth angel as well plz b safe n happy.it makes me so warm someone views me this way. things get ruff but sweet things like this make me wanan shine brighter <3333 i wanna lay ur fav flowers on ur window sill