#feelings lately

[sunsbleeding]

[theglasscat]

All I’ve Ever Known (Live)- Hadestown: The Myth, The Musical

[jordan-wesley]

It's difficult living with that lonely feeling. That feeling of wanting to find someone to share your life with but knowing it's not time yet. The right person hasn't come along yet and there's so much to work on before they come along. It's so easy to force a relationship when the lonely feelings come. But to decide to wait for someone who you trust to hold the key to your heart will always be worth the wait than to end up heartbroken again.

[threateningtospill]

making friends is hard :(

i was alone again today after class all evening while everyone else had plans with their respective friend groups.

i am dipping my feet in each group of friends and trying to find the one where the biggest portion of my personality aligns.

i manage to have a good time with each set of friends while having another set that id rather talk to.

none of the groups has essentially included me as one of the ‘main ones’ and neither am i ever thought of when planning a hangout.

yes one can be perfectly content being part of multiple friend groups but it hurts when at the end of the day you see yourself walking home alone.

this is something that i dealt with at school too and now i feel the same.

i honestly have nothing to conclude here, just expressing my frustration for still being the way i had been back then.

i’ve always struggled to be someone’s number one and it seems that things don’t switch up for you after college, its you who needs to keep trying.

still i envy how easy it comes for others.

[wildlyinsecure]

[micro-feelings]

maybe it’s the way you always hope for someone to know you

truly know your soul

heart and mind

longing to connect

beyond actions

words, things

a hope for sincerity

without formal pleasantries

and convenience

maybe it’s the way you hope to be heard

to express yourself

dreams

goals

interests

the opportunity to be seen

not only a fraction of you

but all of you

maybe its the way you worry about being judged too soon

true colors left unpainted

dreams

goals

interests

left unsaid

undiscovered

too many things hidden

too many feelings tucked away

too many problems complicating any and every interaction

perhaps its the way you always hope for someone to know you

truly know you

[nekotruffle]

What do you do when you aren't alone but are lonely?