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thoughts & poems

[micro-feelings]

So strange to have friends,

and yet feel as though there might as well

be no one there,

might be easier to deal with feeling lonely

if there truly was nobody to care

[micro-feelings]

still giving even when you have nothing to give.

[micro-feelings]

I’ve heard people describe a smile not reaching the eyes and I thought I understood what that meant

yet when I looked at myself smiling, it felt like only then did I understand as the person looking back at me felt foreign and far away, and sad.

[per-asperaa-ad-astra]

When a physicist falls in love :)

Richard Feynman’s love letter to his deceased wife, 1946.

[daysofloveandlife]

Just Fredmita being besties

I hide the fan on purpose, to not expose them but thank you to all of them for being there ❤️

Don't own this video

Bonus : the fan who asked for this pose told me that they laughed just like two friends who have to look in each other eyes in a loving way. Amita cracked first!

[micro-feelings]

maybe it’s the way you always hope for someone to know you

truly know your soul

heart and mind

longing to connect

beyond actions

words, things

a hope for sincerity

without formal pleasantries

and convenience

maybe it’s the way you hope to be heard

to express yourself

dreams

goals

interests

the opportunity to be seen

not only a fraction of you

but all of you

maybe its the way you worry about being judged too soon

true colors left unpainted

dreams

goals

interests

left unsaid

undiscovered

too many things hidden

too many feelings tucked away

too many problems complicating any and every interaction

perhaps its the way you always hope for someone to know you

truly know you