#feelingstoday

[chamchammainebelle]

Buti nalang talga at naka detach na ako slowly sa kanya..

05-23-2025

It's been 3days of observation kay Danniel/Daniela at Dessa.

Lahat nag lock profile. Hindi na nagsagotan..

But also found out, binlock si JayAr ni no2. Pero, Ini-add ulit kahapon 05-22 after magpadala ng pera, mga 3:30pm. Then at 3:45pm andito sakin nagdala nang pang Merienda..

Hindi niya inexpect na after just few hours.. Block ulit agad siya ng gurl, at hindi niya napansin kasi plan niya Doon matulog..

Pero wala siyang dinatnan Doon, Kaya balik sa bahay Para makitulog. Pero hindi nakatulog ng maayos dahil may probs sa jowa..

Maagang gumising, basketball daw pero sure ako pumunta ulit sa no2, pero yun nga wala doon Kaya napilitan ulit na ihataid ako. Pero nag confess na hindi daw nakatulog.

Posting this 05-23-2025

Hindi na po ako umiyak.

Pinapaubaya ko na siya kay no.2..

[chamchammainebelle]

04.13.2024

Kinakain ako ng kalungkutan.

Saying andun daw sa Laguna. But I know, wala siya Doon. Sa Kung saan naman siya kasama ang babae niya.

And yeah.. Saw the proof na wala talga siya sa Laguna. His location is in Naic again, after a 3days of staying there nung April 5-6, now his back again sa kabit niyang si Daniella Salentes sa Naic.

[thecalimack]

Sometimes, you gotta tell life to... #feelingstoday #life #retweet #reblog #like4like

[scottsohot]

Pretty much..... and its only 9AM. Today is gonna be a whirlwind of emotions. #feelingstoday #kindaemotional #scottsohot #scottsoinamood (at ScottsoHot's Casa)

[mori-girl]

I’m haaaappppppy at home...

[little-lady-lillian]

The more time I spend in my room alone, the more I hate the outside.

[little-lady-lillian]

This past week I've been struggling. I've been struggling since I got here. And I realize now that people think I'm some sort of crazy, emotionally shut off bitch because I'm so moody. Because when things start to go to hell I pretend I'm fine, lying to people so I don't have to talk to them because I don't want to look weak. The stress of everything might kill me and I feel like I have no one to talk to because even if I wanted to it's nearly impossible for me to explain how I'm feeling. So recently I've had two settings- pretending everything is fine for everyone, and crying myself to sleep alone in my room. I just feel like I'm losing my grip on everything. I don't even know how to be sad anymore without also being happy and angry and alone. All I want is to go to bed knowing someone gives a damn. Need to be surrounded by people who at least try to understand that I can't control my mood swings, as much as I try. People that know whats going on- and talk to me about it. I hate nothing more than feeling this alone.