I should have stayed off of facebook. I should have known better. In my current mood I don't know why I thought it was a good idea.
Today someone I would have considered one of my closest friends less than a year ago got engaged and all I can think about is if we were still friends I would be celebrating with her. I loved her now fiance almost as much as I love her. I could see myself helping him pick out a ring and reassuring him when he got nervous. I would be helping her look at venues and pick out a dress.
I thought this would all be apart of a friendship so much so that we promised to make each other our maids of honor.
And now I'm going to miss out on all of that.....