#feels impossible

[dolli33]

is it tht bad just wanting one person to care abt me ? is it tht impossible?

[m1d-w1nter]

I’m in so much pain every time I remember it’s not been five, or even ten years since sarah died but twenty.

Twenty years.

That’s such an insanely long time to have to carry grief, and guilt, and anger with you- how much of yourself do you have to bury?

And then some 14 year old comes along, and can you even imagine having to go through all those emotions fresh again after twenty years of repressing them? How surreal and painful that must be. Ellie’s whole lifetime nowhere near even covers the time since the outbreak and sarah’s death.

This show is breaking me <\3

[sistermp3old]

have to get up and hang my laundry but would honestly rather die

[quietimtryingtostudy]

Am I streaming the entire Midnights album when I'm supposed to be getting things done? Yes.

Am I doing said things to be done while streaming the entire album? Also yes.

[tswift]

so I did a thing where I put what numbers I think taylor’s album deserve on metacritic, so here it goes (from best to worst):

folklore: 95

red (taylor’s version): 94

evermore: 92

1989: 87

reputation: 85

lover: 83

fearless (taylor’s version): 82

speak now: 80

debut: 75

[naiimo]

anyways the dancing contest scene in midsommar is what it feels like to heal from your traumas

[spool-annuh]

I wish I was wanted. Feels so silly to daydream for what so many people have. Feels so ,,,, pathetic. Hm.

[gymnogypscalifornianus]

I think why season 4 is hitting me so hard is that it’s about authentic connection with your community and that’s just not something I’ve had honestly since middle school. I’m craving it super badly lately so maybe I gotta join a birding group or something. But also we may be moving in a year so ugh ugh ugh