As i take a look back at the previous year not sure who are privy to my blogs i have to note on what i haven't done.
- Spend time with those close to me
And as the new year approaches im not gonna make any pledges that im going to do more or do better all im saying is lets see. I know what have, what i need, and where i want to be. It if get there great but it shouldnt be some master goal but where my life should be heading anyway. All in all i cant say that life is great and everything is going my way. There are a lot of things that suck and others that just hurt, but i can say im content. I take my bad with the good and hope for better. I am human and thats the way we are wired.
What i would like to address is the regrets
If ive hurt you this year, forgive me for it was not my intention cause i was probably looking at life selfishly
If i have forgotten you please move on if you wish but know that i will not forget you forever like flashes of meteor showers you come in with traces throughout my life. I never could have become who i am without you and am glad you we in my life.
if i have i annoyed you know that i probably liked you as a person and have not got the skill to communicate properly.
if i pushed you away it was due to my imperfections and not yours.
And lastly if i loved you i owe you the biggest apology cause im sure i have done a little of all of these to you. Because its the ones that are the closes that get hurt the most. im sorry and i still think you are the best (friend girlfriend mom dad cousin lover listener).
As this year come lets welcome it with a smirk and a hand full of the past to blow in the wind. Cry for the dead, smile for the new additions to our life, and just overall breathe. its another day, my petty problems are not here and nether are yours. new problems might arise but dont let that drag
I care for you all and i hope there can be more you in the future
