Day 15
We have been sitting at home for two weeks now already.
I have to admit that all days start to look the same and I feel like I have been trapped in an endless routine. Knowing that we are still at the very beginning of this journey which doesn't even have a foreseeable end yet, I have no milestones, such as a holiday or event, anymore to look forward to... I am not even excited about weekends anymore...
There is no difference between the weekdays anymore - there is so much work to do that I no longer have time for lunch breaks, and in the evening there is no energy left to do anything. My evening walks are often missed due to long hours at work and my home is slowly starting to feel like a prison with comforts. Probably since sitting at home all the time doesn’t burn much energy, I have been sleeping poorly in the last few nights, which of course makes everything even more emotionally exhausting.
Since there are no other news than those reporting on corona, and frankly I cannot hear/read those anymore, I am slowly completely isolating myself from the rest of the world.
As no big plans for the weekend can be made any longer, I hope at least spend more time in the open air in the next days, try to stay away from technology, playing the piano, reading books and doing workouts.
